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Can someone please reupload this? I have been trying to get this game by legal means but I can't get it due to regional restrictions T_T If someone also knows where to buy and play it it if you are not from Japan, it would also help!
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PLEASE reupload Vol.2 I need it so much🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️
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【BLアニメ】メス化調教ショータイム~ノンケくんの性転換願望をみんなで叶えてあげました~
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Entanglement { Sosuke0549 & Yukonwolfspirt }
Yukonwolfspirit replied to Sosuke0549's topic in RolePlaying Arena
Setts laughter was a deep balm on an old would. God how Haruhi missed that melodic sound. Yet it was nothing compared to the soft caress to his hair, the gentle touch to his ear. God was he thirsty for such kindness, such deep affection and love. Leaning into the soft fingers running through his tangled hair Haruhi could only think about how Sett was and had been always so careful to not pull on any tangles. How he knew just how to play with and tease his unmanageable hair. He hadn’t been caring for it much lately his work keeping him to busy and well he didn’t date or really go out. If it wasn’t for Yukie demanding to brush and sort it out twice a week he would have shaved it down saved himself the issue. Yet- here he was with a man who always seemed to brush his fingers through his hair as if it was smooth as silk. [[" If we're both here...does that make us lustful perverts,"]] Letting out a dry chuckle Haruhi couldn’t help a genuine laugh escape his lips as he looked at Sett a flame of his old self burning in his eyes as he stared. Haruhi just let out a small shrug as he wasn’t sure as the silence creeped into the room. God he hated it. It reminded him of home. That silence was suffocating. [[" Haruhi...........I-....I-m sorry....."]] Haruhi just slowly sat up his eyes watching Sett as he spoke making him look away for a moment as Haruhi refusing to meet Setts eyes as the sadness bubbled back up and the all familiar ache to burn his feelings in alcohol surfaced again. Fuck those words, they felt like a mouth full of glass he was forced to swallow. They fucking hurt. Haruhi could only rummaged around in a drawer in his desk pulling out a bottle as he opened the cap and took a deep drink as Sett spilled out his shitty excuses. [[" You probably hate me, and I doubt you'll ever forgive me, or believe me...but I...I meant what I said before...I didn't mean to abandon you, I never wanted things to get worse...I just...I was causing you alot of trouble...and thought youd be better off, safer.. h-happier without me."]] ”…Fuck you.” Haruhi snapped as he glared at Sett the sharp alcohol making his insides gag as he set the bottle down to look up at Sett who was trying to smooth this over his hands still playing in Haruhi’s hair as he tried to distract him. Pulling away from Sett Haruhi slapped his hands away from his body. He never could hate him, but anger and trauma was a cold fucking bitch. ”In those fucking six long….loooooong…ass years did you ever think to ask hey! maybe I should see what he wants! Maybe, he would want me instead of that life. Maybe He fucking dreads going home….maybe….he would have thrown it all away if he was asked….” Haruhi whispered curling up a little in pain of the past fuzzy memories that kept him drinking most nights. He let out a deep pained laugh as his voice caught in his throat, hot tears spilling down his cheeks as he looked up at Sett. God how could he hate him….Sett was his world even when he was this fucked up…he still found him. Haruhi still wanted him. Haruhi had always still loved Sett, through the hell of the recovery after the attack…to his arranged marriage he had purposely destroyed…waiting for Sett to come back. Even when Sett failed to come back…when they all refused to listen to who he wanted to be with. He still waited. When his failed attempt…was just pushed as pre wedding nervous jitters instead of him screaming out in rebellion that he could only love Sett and he wouldn’t accept another. He had never forgot Sett. Haruhi never moved on. Not even when his parents tried to forced him to marry for their company alliance’s and had arranged for him to be married before his school acceptance. He had fought for Sett. All of those years… He had screamed himself raw during his trip in the car that fateful day. Haruhi screamed and fought the men forcing him to leave before dawn, he tried to fight the drugs when he was dragged away…even…then he screamed out for Sett to save him. He couldn’t leave again not without a fight! Sett could still look him up by his family name still find him one day and come back. Haruhi had already been forced to leave the first home by his parents when they found out Sett knew where to find him. He-…he would refuse to go into this new life silently, willingly. He would rather die…. If his parents hadn’t have died instead…he would have. That constant screaming that day…the deep soul shattering ache for the one he loved was only quieted after he was injured in the car crash. The scars though burned deeper than anyone could have predicted. It took two years for Haruhi to figure it out what he was missing and who Sett was…he didn’t really have anything to go off of…just past stories from those who mentioned or had known them and asked about him, and doctor reports with vague info. His parents really had made sure Sett had been erased. ”….Why…Why didn’t you ask.” Haruhi asked his damning question his voice fully breaking into a deep agonizing sob as he couldn’t stop the screaming rushing in his head and the shaking of his body. It burned…his body was past intoxicated and burning from the pain from everything about this mess he was trying to understand. Everything hurt it blurred into so many different feelings, that all Haruhi could do was clutch at his sides shaking as he tried to breathe tried to ground himself. He was so fucking broken, anyone would be after this long…it explained why he was trapped working in this hellhole. A part of him…had unknowingly given up on so much after so long struggling…it was no wonder he was falling apart. Haruhi wouldn’t remember his night clearly being here in this self destructive cycle he was trapped in. He would faintly remember talking to Sett their drunken meeting. The kindness that would exist only as a faint dream. Haruhi would remember the pain and suffering how he would have accepted the apology. He would struggle to know what was really real and what was not from this night. He would question what part is Sett was real from tonight or just a faint memory. Haruhi would second guess this meeting because he had been struggling like this for six months, ever since his life started to spiral. Haruhi started slipping neglecting himself unknowingly in life making his memory worse with his over drinking and his lack of decent care towards himself It had taken its toll, and others had noticed (Mishka) and had jumped to secure him (sign a contract) and used it to their advantage. -
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【BLアニメ】オレ様彼氏と従順カレシ。Vol.2~バーカウンターで出会って5分。VIPルームで襲われて~
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♢My Master♢ {Yukonwolfspirit~M-jow (18+}
Yukonwolfspirit replied to M-jow's topic in RolePlaying Arena
“Ah, a true deep weakness of mine…food.” Yukie said with a deep sigh as if he was fighting himself internally over keeping Julius here or eating chicken. Snuggling Julius for a moment longer he let his mate go having decided on food as he couldn’t ignore his hunger pains. Moving out of the nest and he sneakily hid behind the pillows from whoever was going to deliver food. He would just have to pounce when Julius came back to the bed. Yukie would win two prizes in his hunting efforts, his mate and some tasty chicken. ——————— Taking the medicine Haruhi sipped his drink and poked at the pancake the topic at hand still irritating him. ”…I don’t want your wolf…to see me as some weak ass mate. I am just as capable of holding my own. I did it before you.” Haruhi stated rather bluntly as he ripped up the pancake eating a few bites here and there. “I saved myself…don’t forget…I am strong.” Haruhi added as he looked at Yumro thinking back to how he had to escape back then and take Haru. ”I know you mean well. I adore that you love and care for me so well…it’s just. I want to stand by your side as an equal. Not as something beneath you that needs extra care and isn’t able to handle the harder things. I already had a husband like that.” Haruhi explained as he looked down at the ripped pancake the conversation bitter in his mouth. He hated it. Hated the way he felt. There was still so much pain from before, he was healing but some things….they were hard to understand and accept. He knew that Yumro was being a great mate, he cared so much and as much at Haruhi craved this he also feared it. “Sometimes….it gets all strange and off…inside my head, it’s like all of the things I feel are twisted and confusing. You’re nothing like him…but I can’t help feeling like I’m still back there sometimes…like I’m just some pretty thing to look at or….desire….I feel this same way when Yukies being to demanding…sometimes….things just get foggy….things….are to off..” Haruhi whispered trying to understand his own feelings on the sudden realization of all the change around him all while trying to process pent up trauma, doing this while explaining them to Yumro had become a bit overwhelming. It was unknowingly making Haruhi just more upset and emotional as he felt the lump in his throat catch and felt burning tears falling down his cheeks something that shocked him as he didn’t know fully why he was crying. ”I-I’m not angry with you…I’m…” Haruhi tried to explain only to break out in a hiccup as he stared down at the mess of a pancake before him torn into little bite sized pieces. -
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