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  2. Yukonwolfspirit

    Entanglement { Sosuke0549 & Yukonwolfspirt }

    Yukie could only nod in response as he followed behind Kai his legs still a little wobbly. Stepping into the bathroom Yukie could only hear his heart pounding. Standing in the bathroom waiting for Kai Yukie tried to calm his racing heart as Kai shut the door behind them. Before Yukie could even register, Kai had already grabbed him, the act so effortless only a small gasp was heard as Kai had him on the counter. Feeling his back touching the cold glass mirror it only made Yukie shiver as he looked at Kai their eyes level as Kai stood between his thighs. “…Yes….” Yukie whispered a hint of unease or uncertainty in his words as he sat still stunned his mind slowly starting to piece together what had just happened and how he ended up on the counter. Looking into Kai’s eyes Yukie could only firmly nod to confirm his words a blush rushing across his skin as he was not use to such closeness from Kai. Feeling Kai’s hands run across his body to undo his shirt Yukie’s face burned as he was carefully and gently undressed the act much more kind and loving than he was use to making relaxing him a little. [So that’s why he works at a shop? He likes fixing things?] Yukie thought to himself as he watched Kai’s hands that worked so casually it was only clear why he was so good at it. He was incredibly skilled, studying Kai’s face as he worked Yukie listened as Kai continued. Yukies face didn’t change at this information but a deep sadness sunk in his heart as he recognized the deep ache in Kai’s voice. It was one he knew so well…he knew what it was like to be unwanted…it was a deep pain that sunk to one’s bones…it hurt so much at times it was consuming. Yukie knew one could sink too deep into it…get lost in the deepening despair of being unwanted to the point nothing could fix it but drugs and self destruction. Yukie had seen this before in some of his co workers…he had even seen it in some of his clients, it had made him overly cautious of being wanted…because to him being unwanted and wanted seemed so painful. Feeling Kai suddenly touch his face Yukie glanced back up at him the soft brush of Kai’s thumb against his lip calming. Resting his face against Kai’s hand Yukie relaxed complealty allowing Kai to continued softly caressing his cheek, the act in itself rather soothing to Yukies soul. Yukie could only mentally make note of what Kai liked. His hobbies were interesting, the sudden admittance of likening him…well it made Yukie blush in pure embarrassment. As Kai softly leaned in and kissed his nose Yukie found himself taken off the counter. As Kai started to unbuckle his pants, Yukie tried not to sway to much still dizzy from his blood loss and drugs but he was quite successful and stood a bit more sturdy on his feet as Kai worked. Standing in front of Kai Yukie looked at him watching as the man focused on undressing him as he talked his words were strange…did Yukie have a void he was trying to fill? He was use to his life so he wasn’t sure what Kai was meaning by him having a void, Yukie had long stopped desiring to belong. He had stopped needing to be needed it was something that only caused pain so when Kai talked about this strange void Yukie could only nod slightly unsure how to ask what he meant but well he knew they could talk about it more later. As Kai slipped a finger in the hem of his underwear Yukie couldn’t help the reddening blush that covered his body the man not use to being eyed so much especially when looking like absolute shit. Yukie could only look at Kai’s eyes his blush depending as he was seeing Kai’s eyes so different…he wasn’t annoyed or disgusted by what he saw even when Yukie looked like this. They were so kind…so loving…so…different from Mishkas cold stare. Mishka had made sure his workers wouldn’t be seen with bruises from his clients. He made sure that anything so much as a bruised cheek would put them in isolation….kept locked away in his back rooms. The workers were kept locked in the single bedrooms down in the basement, the rooms themselves were nothing more than prison cells to keep them in line and to keep them unable to run and go for help. He used it to basically control and hide evidence or punish those who dared piss him off. Mishka often stated that no one desired damaged or unfit goods, and that those that broke his rules they needed to be corrected, since he owned them. If they obeyed his workers could have some freedom and work or be beaten and chained until they were submissive and broken. Mishka had become more restrictive… with his workers…this was mainly due to Yukie rebelling two years ago. It didn’t help that Yukie had been part of conspiring the last escape attempt at Ari’s. Right after Yukie’s stunts and his continued disappearances for days and outright refusal to tell him where he went. Mishka had resorted to guards now on all of his workers. He had called them guardians to make it friendly for clients. He claimed they were for his staffs protection taking them to and from every event, home, and anywhere else they needed to go. But in reality it was so he could have total control…with the guards he had his eyes now everywhere if they were even a slight bit of trouble he would know. Yukie had learned how to slip away from the guards sent to collect him, he had over time learned how to sneak away to get to Kai’s house. It was his break from being so watched by Mishka. He had been careful…he behaved…until he went against what Mishka wanted…he had refused to break for him when punished and in a fit of anger he had been thrown away…sold off to teach him a lesson. Those damn cold eyes that looked at him as he was forced into a car forced with a strange boss…Miskha wanted to break him. He had gotten what he wished for Yukie had lasted a week before he snapped. Mishka had gotten what he wanted like always…what he didn’t expect was for Yukie to fuck up his new boss. He didn’t know he wasn’t watched…Yukie had slipped away, he knew Kai existed he enjoyed playing games with Yukies feelings on how Kai wouldn’t ever want him…he just never expected him to fully turn to Kai out of desperation, he expected his bunny to return home like always. Yukie was causing problems and knew eventually he would be corrected. “….Yes…” Yukie whispered his voice full of honestly as sudden small gasp escaped his lips as his underwear was instantly removed. Standing in front of Kai fully nude Yukie could only look away slightly embarrassed as he felt Kai’s eyes on him and then the suddenly move Kai’s lips against his ear a bolt of electricity running though his veins at the sudden closeness and softness of Kai’s voice. Yukie could only soak in those words his heart pounding in his chest and ears as Kai’s words continued to sink into his very soul. Kai thought he was beautiful…despite the bruises to his face his messed up makeup…his first chaotic meeting…he thought he was beautiful. Perfectly imperfect even. Yukie couldn’t even speak he was so stunned. He had been called beautiful before…but Kai’s words were so honest so raw and loving…so different from what he heard from his clients from Mishka. Yukie was so greedy in this moment…he wanted more. Yukie wanted to be smothered in every loving word that could come from Kai. In this moment Yukie didn’t know how much he was truly starved for love, for affection even. A part of him deep inside yearned ti ask fir more of it from Kai…but he hesitated, he was still so cautious, still so unsure and afraid not knowing if it truely was okay and safe to want such things. Wanting…it was so painful. Accepting those words might even hurt worse than just wanting them… Watching in blushing silence as Kai started to undress Yukie couldn’t keep his eyes off of Kai as he undressed. Yukie was enjoying the scene quite a bit…he was curious though, Kai seemed to enjoy working out but Yukie couldn’t remember ever asking him if he did. Did Kai have a favorite gym? Did he work out weekly? Yukie couldn’t even remember a moment he had even seen Kai in less than a t shirt. Watching and wondering these things as Kai waited for the water to warm, Yukie nodded as kai explained how he wouldn’t go to deep into his past. Yukie only wondered just how many deep scars Kai was hiding. Looking at Kai’s extended hand Yukie hesitated for a moment before gently moving and undoing his bandages the ones around his ribs being rather thick and hiding the worse of his mess. Once he was fully exposed and un bandaged Yukie gently took Kai’s hand. “Thank you~.” Yukie whispered his voice happy as he reached out and felt the water also letting his hand adjust to the surprisingly warmer temperature first. Stepping in slowly Yukie let the water wash over his body the makeup from the past few days sliding off easily in the warm water. As Yukie gently rubbed his body he sighed a little as he physically felt the makeup melt off leaving his porcelain pale skin for the first time in days able to breathe. ”Kai……what do you..um do for the holidays?” Yukie asked softly trying to break his awkward silence as he stared at the shower wall leaning against casually it to keep steady as he soaked up the warm water. “….do you spent it at home at all?” Yukie mumbled not sure what to ask Kai. “…if I’m your boyfriend…if you want me to be that that is..do I need to meet your family you know like they do in movies?” Yukie asked hesitantly as he was trying to pull some sense of understanding and normalcy of what he would be doing as a boyfriend since he was still rather unsure. “…What…would you want me to do as your boyfriend? Like typical movie stuff? I don’t…I’ve never…dated…” Yukie admitted ever so softly his body showing so much unease as he was clearly out of his comfort zone but he was trying to learn…he was trying to be whatever boyfriend Kai wanted.
  3. Yukonwolfspirit

    ♢My Master♢ {Yukonwolfspirit~M-jow (18+}

    “Ugh…you always reek of weird smells.” Gunther grumbled as Yukie rolled his eyes and flipped through a magazine. ”Oh how horrible, I’ll make sure to eat more demon food next time. Maybe I’ll have Julius join me.” Yukie stated with a cheeky tone as he stuck his tongue out as Gunther who let out a small chuckle amused by the flooded sarcasm. ”Oh I’m sure Julius would love to eat raw meat for the rest of his days.” Gunther mumbled as he pinned back some hair that would frame Yukies face and continued cutting the sides making them long enough he could still pull his hair back in a small ponytail. “This length okay?” Gunther asked as he mentioned to a few spots as Yukie moved up to feel Gunther gracefully guiding Yukie’s hands as he helped him man’s touch gentle. ”….Its hard to tell.” Yukie stated as he ran his fingers along the strands a frown on his face as they discussed the length for about twenty minutes before Yukie sighed. “Might as well check….I know your dying to try another new mirror” Yukie muttered as Gunther nodded hesitantly before he walked off only to come back with a larger sized looking hand mirror that was wrapped in a soft cloth. Gunther hummed softly as slipped on some leather gloves and unwrapped the mirror the black glass containing no frame as it was pure glass just round and sleek. “This one is made from a demon in the mountains, it’s made from black volcanic sand.” Gunther stated as he gently held it up as Yukie looked at himself checking all the point Gunther had mentioned. Looking into this mirror was just as before the sudden darkness consuming Yukie as he shifted unwillingly and the glass shattered and throwing itself violently across the room as it broke in Gunther’s hands. The glass made it to the coffee table where Julius sat the giant pieces shimmering as they reflecting in each piece the monster inside of Yukie. Standing up Yukie brushed himself off and unfazed by the mess he shifted back a cloud of black smoke pooling off of him as the demon grabbed a broom to sweep up the glass. ”The sides need a little taking in, but it looks fine otherwise.” Yukie mumbled as he helped Gunther clean up the mess once done they put it in a hazard bag and Gunther got back to work trimming and washing Yukie’s hair before putting on a serious of face masks to soak on Yukie’s face. ”Julius? Would you like your nails done? I’m thinking of painting Yukies gold since it would look nice. I have more colors to choose from though.” Gunther offered Julius as he sat on a small rolling stool and continued working on smoothing down Yukie’s sharp dagger nails. The nails were a natural result of Yukie exploding in so much demon energy. Yukie hadn’t realized it yet but being so contained so….humanish for so long had naturally suppressed his own needs and demonic side of him. In turn it was resulting in what Yukie couldn’t understand when it came to seeing that part of himself locked away. Yukie had ended up having another moment of explosive demonic rage from deep inside. Unable to change back like usual after these episodes…Yukie was left with sharp cold eyes ones that would terrify anyone that crossed him. His eyes glanced over to Julius the same Yukie he would know in them just…colder…Yukie just smirked a devilish grin of vampiric fangs poking through as Gunther mumbled about needing stronger files for his nails. The blackened nails sat on the armrest as Gunther pulled out an iron file and continued gently moving his wrist as needed Yukie’s skin matching the inky blackness of the chair as it seeped up to his elbows from his fingertips. ————- “I’m all for giving the housekeeping a night off…especially if he’s good in bed~” Haruhi teased as he took the condom from Yumros hand and quite seductively pushed him backwards. Crawling up towards his mate he eager pulled down his grey boxers watching in amusement as Yumros cock sprung free already excited. Smirking Haruhi worked on the wrapper taking a minute to open it as he carefully spread it on Yumros cock the demon a bit unsure about how to properly do such a thing since he had never been one to apply it before. ”I hope my attempt at this was successful. If not I’ll put on my maid outfit and clean the sheets for you~” Haruhi teased as he moved more on Yumros lap eager to straddle Yumro already. Haruhi was too impatient to wait as he couldn’t help but crave his mates cock. “Ah~ Yumro! ” Haruhi groaned out as he felt Yumros cock squeeze into his hole the demon taking a moment to adjust. Even with the skilled preparation Haruhi still needed a moment to recover mentally from how great it felt being filled by Yumro.
  4. crystald

    I Wish You A Wonderful Day!

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  5. crystald

    I Wish You A Wonderful Day!

    . . @Wawasnook, @Tokikata, @Sallasar, @0399209329, @anqelz, @_indecisve_, @cupofchaii, @hinata2kill, @AppApp04, @Aoi Yukino
  6. crystald

    I Wish You A Wonderful Day!

    . . @Kari Tatsumi, @janine, @Arya30, @stomli, @angel1989, @HaiiroKiba, @ohmyduck234, @DERANGEDFACE, @Belen_Virtue, @s&m1999yaoi
  7. Lalsgs

    Afterglow

    Thanks for sharing 😭💖💖
  8. Please change the title. I accidentally listed the author first. Could you please correct it to: Title → Author?
  9. MasterSeme

    Hate Me.... But I Love You (closed to MasterSeme) 18+

    Adrian laughs a little and gives Cody's ass a slight pat, "just get some sleep okay? I need to sleep too."
  10. FriskyKittyKat69

    But.... Your My Childhood Friend. (Closed to KawaiiNekomimiBoy) 18+

    Cory sighs, "are you okay Cody...? I'm sorry I didn't notice sooner that man was eyeing you." Akira rubs the back of his head, "we were.. trying to keep a eye on him too but... I guess we got sidetracked." Shuji nods his head, "don't worry, it won't happen again."
  11. matsuokabby

    Enomoto-senpai wa Tenshi Nanka Janai - Setsukouji

    Please reupload it
  12. Yesterday
  13. @Key can you please help mik3la and me. I don't know if you guy made a clean up but our thread was active with the latest post from last night ^~^ is there any way to find it again?
  14. Hello guys, i wanted to ask if there are problems with the forum cause one thread of mine just desappeared completly and it doesn;t show that i've replied to it in the activities either. The thread was ~SKY-LAND~ and it was with M-Jow in the Roleplaying area. Yesterday it was there as we posted and today as well but a few moments ago i was refreshing the page and it completly vanished. Can you guys help us?
  15. Sosuke0549

    Entanglement { Sosuke0549 & Yukonwolfspirt }

    Kai watched as Yukie took his hand, rubbing his thumb across his skin as he spoke. He seemed more at ease then usual... He told him that it wasn't hard to figure out what most men liked during sex...which made Kai avert his gaze, frowning a little. He didn't really appreciate being reminded of how many men Yukie had been with before him and he didnt like being compared to Yues clients. Kai turned his attention back to Yukie as he felt a soft kiss on his hand. What Yukie said next surpised him, a look of confusion on his face. Why was Yue nervous? He had sex plenty of times with plenty of people...even if he wasn't a client...how was this any different? This was something Kai didn't understand, nor comprehend. And to think that Yukie had these thoughts that he wasnt good enough for him...saddened him. "Yue...you said it youself...I'm not your client..if we're going to be in a relationship...then your happiness matters to me. You don't always need to please me...when was the last time someone pleased you?" There eyes met, and for a long moment, they just stared at each other before Yukie spoke again, being honest and telling Kai that he wasn't sure what to do. How to move forward... [" I want to do…it…but, I want to shower first. To feel clean and more comfortable.” ] " Right now?" What about his test results? And was Yue okay with having sex in a old motel? Sure...he's probably slept with multiple clients in motels but...Kai wanted things to be different. He actually...wanted to do something special for him. [ ”Maybe, while I shower….maybe with you….I could ask what you like in your boyfriends? I’m realizing I don’t really know much about you….or what your type is.” ] Kai really didnt know how to process all of this. This side of Yukie was so foreign to him. If he made one wrong move, would Yue quickly run behind his walls again? This was the first time Yukie showed interest in him. Wanting to get to know him and his preferences. "Yue..." [ “I kept refusing to know anything about you so it would hurt less… it was easier”] Kai felt a tightness in his chest. The sadness in Yukies voice caused his heart to ache. Kai bit his lip and took a moment to gather his thoughts before slowly standing. "We'll go slow..." He said softly, pulling Yukie closer, still holding his hand. He helped him up, before guiding him to the bathroom. Once inside, he shut the door behind them, and swiftly grabbed Yukie, picking him up and placing him on the sink/counter. His back aginest the mirror. Kai in between his legs. "Do you trust me?" He whispered in his ear. He waited for Yukies response before continuing.... He slowly started to undress him. Helping him take off his shirt. " I've liked cars ever since I can remember..." His voice soft and honest. "I think I gravitated towards it because deep down... I wanted to fix something..." He gave Yukie a sad smile. "My old man skipped down right after I was born...Couldn't be bothered i guess...and well...my mom thought having me would keep him around...it didn't..." He cupped Yukies cheek, his thumb running across his bottom lip. " I'm not sure what love is...Ive come to enjoy certain things...like working out, fixing cars, playing the drums...but I've never really liked a person before...until I met you..." He placed a kiss on Yukies nose, before gently pulling him off the counter. He continued to undress Yukie, unbuckling his pants. "I think we have alot in common..." He tugged on his pants, watching them fall to the ground and pooling around Yues ankles. "I think we both were neglected...and want to fill that void..." He slipped his finger into the hem of Yukies underwear, meeting his gaze. To Kai... Yukie was like a beautiful wounded bird...trapped in a cage. He wanted to see him heal and fly. He wanted to see him happy. There were still so many unhealed bruises ojn his body and the strangle marks on his neck had faded but not completely. Kai didn't want to imagine what Yukie went through... To him...Yukie was a kind soul who was delt a bad hand. He could tell he needed help. But Yukie was too stubborn and headstrong to accept it. Maybe he just didnt know how to accept help... " Do you want to know what my first impression of you was?" He pulled at Yukies underwear, yanking them down suddenly. He smiled a little seeing Yukies reaction and hearing a soft gasp escape his lips. He was far too cute...Yukie was tense and blushing...Kai wanted to tease him more, so he pressed his lips to his ear. " I thought you were beautiful. Perfectly imperfect. " He pulled back slightly before taking off his own shirt, revealing a suprising ripped and muscular physique. He carelessly tossed his shirt on the ground and took a step towards the shower, turning it on. He placed his hand underneath the water, waiting for it to get warm. " Anyway...I won't go super deep into my depressing childhood...so for now I'll just go over the basics..." He chuckled a little, removing his hand from the water and looking back at Yukie. He extended his hand to him, "its warm...you can go in first. "
  16. Penguin-Senpai

    Watari-kun no xx ga Houkai Sunzen [Ongoing]

    Added Episode 14 null
  17. Penguin-Senpai

    Tougen Anki [Ongoing]

    Added Episode 13 null
  18. fukufugu

    Do S Obake ga Nekasete Kurenai ஸ Tokishiba [JP]

    Itsumo arigatouuu
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