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The love I feel for you is sometimes like a wound that has been open

The memories I cradled in my mind is haunting me too often

A line of a song I hear, a friend's word that I would cheer

Makes me wish once more again that you were near.

 

I latch on to memories both happy and painful of long ago

I try to grasp at the meaning they once told me so

How different the times were then

How I had hoped they would never end

 

But you're so far away now I can see

You have a life of your own, your own family

How I wept when I learned of the baby

For once I had hoped your child I would carry

 

These things should not matter to me anymore

I know I buried everything we had before

How cruel the mind to drag me to you once more

How mad the heart to you I so adored

 

I grow weak at the end of this torture

How desperate I would seek for a cure

But I know what I had for you was so pure

Then I'll wake up from this again and for that I'm sure

 

 

A poem I've written years ago as I reflected on my first love.

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wow...1st luv...i dum even know whether i had it or not but the memories u told on poem makes u miss him isnt it???

i know how it feels when even sad memories could make us miss that person so much...

yojichan...i think this is a veru beautiful poem...^^

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wow...1st luv...i dum even know whether i had it or not but the memories u told on poem makes u miss him isnt it???

i know how it feels when even sad memories could make us miss that person so much...

yojichan...i think this is a veru beautiful poem...^^

 

oh thanks so much, June-chan! *hugs tight* ♥

oh yes first love can be so unforgettable, wonderful and painful all at the same time.

yes, i missed him and have imagined all the what-ifs but i'm glad i've already moved past this.

just wanted to share the poem to everyone here. this is the first time i have let anyone read them other than myself. :)

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wuahh..must be wonderful...well maybe i will know soon or later rite??..ahaha

whatever happens in the past..all we can do is keep moving forward...so yeah..im glad u moved on...

one of friends had a very big trouble in moving on..

i remembered how she cried so hard in the toilet when we went out 2gether...

i had to make her move on so i told her whether she move on or i will hit that boy...*im totally violence*

well...1st love is the hardest to forget...somehow im very happy listening to people's story bout their 1st loves...

so im happy to read your poem yojichan...glad u share it..^^

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wuahh..must be wonderful...well maybe i will know soon or later rite??..ahaha

whatever happens in the past..all we can do is keep moving forward...so yeah..im glad u moved on...

one of friends had a very big trouble in moving on..

i remembered how she cried so hard in the toilet when we went out 2gether...

i had to make her move on so i told her whether she move on or i will hit that boy...*im totally violence*

well...1st love is the hardest to forget...somehow im very happy listening to people's story bout their 1st loves...

so im happy to read your poem yojichan...glad u share it..^^

 

all i can say is this, good or bad, first love is a very strong emotion. make sure you experience it all over. cry, laugh, get mad, do everything, feel everything. it happens only once. :)

as the saying goes, it's better to have loved than never to have loved at all.

when i look back at some events in my life, i feel like i'm reading pages from a BL novel. it has all the corniness, the drama, the craziness, the surprises and happiness. hahahahha!!

i hope your friend moves on too but give her time. only she can do it for herself. don't punch anybody. LOL

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Kimi_ni_ai_tai.jpg

 

I had to wake up early this morning...

So I did it again... ^^;;

I don't know I did right...

My mine is little off now...

This is image from manga 'Furachi na Otokotachi' by Toda Megumi... non-bl manga...

I hope you like it... ^^

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I had to wake up early this morning...

So I did it again... ^^;;

I don't know I did right...

My mine is little off now...

This is image from manga 'Furachi na Otokotachi' by Toda Megumi... non-bl manga...

I hope you like it... ^^

 

Oh wow! now THIS i really really like what you did.

it captured what i was going through that time.

i really like the image of the girl at the top with her head buried in her arms and she's crouching.

i love that. very good, hama-san! arigatou!

*hugs*

i appreciate you had to wake up early for this. :)

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Hi, yes i know first love is very hard to forget. Frankly said, it's already 8 months since I met my first love, but it's only unrequited love :)

 

thanks so much for reading. first love is unforgettable and worse when it's unrequited. i can relate to that aspect very much. not only was it unrequited but i got dumped too. waaah! he even had the nerve to invite me to the wedding and i was so hurt..i declined. i cried for a year for him! T________T

oh well...

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Oh wow! now THIS i really really like what you did.

it captured what i was going through that time.

i really like the image of the girl at the top with her head buried in her arms and she's crouching.

i love that. very good, hama-san! arigatou!

*hugs*

i appreciate you had to wake up early for this. :)

 

I am glad you like it...

Well most hard first love go through top time...

They they do that action...

So I pick that image...

Oh... actually I had to wake up for my sister family leaving to go to Korea...

Then remember the poem you did...

So I did it... ^^;;;

I was so sleep at first time I saw so I did it when I took little sleep...

Well, I did got back to sleep again... but only other 3 hour or so...

So that make me feel tire more... all may be because I am still sick... --;;;

Any way... I am happy you like this too... ^^

 

Oh... for my first love why to long ago...

And it hard to get that motional... And he isn't here at all...

So even I want to see him I can't...

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thanks so much for reading. first love is unforgettable and worse when it's unrequited. i can relate to that aspect very much. not only was it unrequited but i got dumped too. waaah! he even had the nerve to invite me to the wedding and i was so hurt..i declined. i cried for a year for him! T________T

oh well...

 

Yeah, I know... I have to transfer school after a week I started loving him and that's what it made things worse and I actually cried. And until today, I still remember him.

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I am so lucky to be friends with two extremely talented people. Hama71 for having such great ideas for images for the poems written and Yo-chan for giving us such a beautiful piece of work.

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I am glad you like it...

Well most hard first love go through top time...

They they do that action...

So I pick that image...

Oh... actually I had to wake up for my sister family leaving to go to Korea...

Then remember the poem you did...

So I did it... ^^;;;

I was so sleep at first time I saw so I did it when I took little sleep...

Well, I did got back to sleep again... but only other 3 hour or so...

So that make me feel tire more... all may be because I am still sick... --;;;

Any way... I am happy you like this too... ^^

 

Oh... for my first love why to long ago...

And it hard to get that motional... And he isn't here at all...

So even I want to see him I can't...

 

thanks again, hama-san! i totally appreciate what you've done.

i really liked it. :D

i hope your sister's family have a safe trip back to Korea.

i hope you meet your first love again.

 

Yeah, I know... I have to transfer school after a week I started loving him and that's what it made things worse and I actually cried. And until today, I still remember him.

 

awww~ there...there...*hugs*

this too shall pass.

 

so pretty!! i have been to something just like this too.. oh memories...

hehe

 

oh thanks so much, cherry! i'm so happy you liked it. :D

 

I am so lucky to be friends with two extremely talented people. Hama71 for having such great ideas for images for the poems written and Yo-chan for giving us such a beautiful piece of work.

 

awww~~ I feel so lucky to be friends with you too. *hugs tight*

you're an amazing writer and you're incredibly sweet and thoughtful.

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I am so lucky to be friends with two extremely talented people. Hama71 for having such great ideas for images for the poems written and Yo-chan for giving us such a beautiful piece of work.

 

Same here... ^^

You write good poem so I love to do what I do...

I will do the other poem too...

Just don't know when... --;;;

 

thanks again, hama-san! i totally appreciate what you've done.

i really liked it. :D

i hope your sister's family have a safe trip back to Korea.

i hope you meet your first love again.

 

I am glad you like it... ^^

Thank you, they are still in airplain... ^^

Oh... I didn't said clearly... well he die quit long time ago...

So even I want to see I can't see him...

The poem 'heart like empty jar' is written thinking of him... ^^

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Same here... ^^

You write good poem so I love to do what I do...

I will do the other poem too...

Just don't know when... --;;;

 

 

 

I am glad you like it... ^^

Thank you, they are still in airplain... ^^

Oh... I didn't said clearly... well he die quit long time ago...

So even I want to see I can't see him...

The poem 'heart like empty jar' is written thinking of him... ^^

 

OMG! OMG! OMG!! I AM SOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY!

i didn't know that.

*hugs tight*

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OMG! OMG! OMG!! I AM SOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY!

i didn't know that.

*hugs tight*

 

Well, it have long time ago...

I still do miss him time to time...

But, there is nothing I can do...

Just keep on living that life he could have... ^^

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Yeah, thanks. Hehe.. *hugs back*

 

just wanted to say thank you so much for reading this poem. :D

*hugs more*

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