18+ Kakushi na Aiyoku ~A Hidden Passion~

[jajajajajajajajachan]

Summary: A fortuitous meeting in a chat room brings Kojima and Nakajama together. Although Nakajama is reluctant to let Kojima in his life, he has let the young boy to go to his house. No one knows what will happen next.

Status: Discontinued

 

 

Nee...I decided to start this with a chat typed format ^~^

Its odd, right? :hamtaro-005 (8):

I tried making it somewhat realistic...(keyword is tried)

 

If I think this part is OK, I'll add on a second part which will be normal dialouge and such ♪

I hope you like it for now (#^0^#)

 

 

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Welcome to Instant Messenger!

 

[currently viewing>>Local Chat>>Saitama>>Flirting>>Teens>>Gay]

 

Searching...

 

You have been connected with _xrikkunx_, say hello!

 

You: hi ^-^

 

_xrikkunx_: hi

 

You: How are you?

 

_xrikkunx_: I'm horny~

 

You: (ﾟoﾟ;; eh...

 

_xrikkunx_: how r u?

 

You: Mmm, I'm alright ^~^ I was only surprised by what you said...

 

_xrikkunx_: then why are u still talkin to me?

 

You: I don't want to judge someone by a first impression...

 

_xrikkunx_: ty

 

You: you're welcome ^-^

 

You: eh, how old are you?

 

_xrikkunx_: I'm 17

 

You: oh, I'm 16! Usually, people on here are very old...

 

_xrikkunx_: yeah...lol

 

_xrikkunx_: they're freaky

 

You: haha xD so, what are you doing now~?

 

_xrikkunx_: now, I'm really drunk wwww

 

You: You shouldn't be drinking >

 

_xrikkunx_: it makes me happier at night

 

_xrikkunx_: my dad died at night last month

 

You: I'm really sorry m(>

 

_xrikkunx_: it's really fine : )

 

You: Ne, a smiley~ ^-^ hehe

 

_xrikkunx_: what's ur name? I think I know u...

 

You: last name is Nakayama

 

_xrikkunx_: Rishou?

 

You: yes! ^__^ who are you?

 

You: wait...I've just revealed a secret to you >

 

_xrikkunx_: it's Ri-Kun ... wwww I thought you would know by my username

 

_xrikkunx_: secret?

 

You: my sexuality...oh, Rikun! www!! I feel numb-minded

 

_xrikkunx_: You spell my name as "Rikun"? w

 

You: Yes, I do ^ ^ if it weren't for Nishiwaki sensei, I would've forgotten your real name

 

_xrikkunx_: really?? Jerk! ww

 

You: I'm sorry, you never use your real name xD

 

_xrikkunx_: so, you know two of my secrets now, ne?

 

You: well, I know you're gay now, but I'm fine with that

 

_xrikkunx_: actually, I'm bisexual, but the girls on here are so fuckin annoying. My other one is that I drink and my dad died

 

You: yeah...I'm ok with those, too

 

_xrikkunx_: you can make me feel better~

 

You: how?

 

_xrikkunx_: *grabs your ass* hehe~

 

You: Rikun, don't do anything you'll regret tomorrow >

 

_xrikkunx_: *licks your neck* please~ make me happy

 

You: you can't be serious o////o"

 

_xrikkunx_: I am...actually, I used to have a crush on you

 

You: really??? I don't believe it...

 

_xrikkunx_: it's true.

 

You: that's really cute~ n/////n"" I never would've guessed

 

_xrikkunx_: you're trying to change the subject...

 

You: no, I'm not >

 

_xrikkunx_: I wanna fuck u

 

You: you're just drunk ..

 

_xrikkunx_: no, I really want you~

 

_xrikkunx_: please come meet me so we can have fun~

 

You: I won't do that >/////

 

_xrikkunx_: how big is your dick?

 

You: that's an uncomforting question...

 

_xrikkunx_: I want it in my mouth

 

You: Rikun! Please don't talk that way to me! You should get some sleep >//////

 

_xrikkunx_: If you don't make me happy, I'll be depressed. And, I'll tell everyone you're gay

 

You: That's blackmail!! It isn't fair! Please just lay down, and you'll wake up sensical tomorrow

 

_xrikkunx_: I'll come to your house and fuck you

 

You: Neeee! Please don't! I don't want you to be sad, but I have to log off soon anyways ..

 

_xrikkunx_: if I come to your house, please answer the door. At least talk to me and make me happy

 

You: well, I'll only talk to you. That's all I can promise you

 

_xrikkunx_: why won't you let me touch you?

 

You: You're my friend...you know? I don't like the idea at all...

 

_xrikkunx_: I bet you're a virgin, then

 

You: yeah...>

 

_xrikkunx_: that's cute~ I bet you touch yourself, that's why you don't want me touching you~

 

You: I told you, that's not why!

 

_xrikkunx_: I know you wanna cum~ you can cum in my mouth, honey

 

You: okay, I'm logging off...

 

_xrikkunx_: ww I like making you uncomfortable~ I'll see you soon

 

You: okay, bye 0 0;;

 

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[chiakaiyuki]

Hehehe, that's really good. Ri-kun is funny XD

It'd be nice if you continue ^^

[jajajajajajajajachan]

Hehehe, that's really good. Ri-kun is funny XD

It'd be nice if you continue ^^

 

Ah, thank you very much! (#^-^#)

Maybe I will continue it, then~♪

[Booolin]

Please please please continue with it^^ Its really funny xD

[Aoi]

A very funny dialogue. I like it. You should continue it, or write another one

[jajajajajajajajachan]

Please please please continue with it^^ Its really funny xD

A very funny dialogue. I like it. You should continue it, or write another one

 

Ne, thank you both very much (#^ ^#) *bows*

Surely, I'll write a second part~

And Ri-Kun will be the funny one, then? Hm...I'll make sure of it :hamtaro-005 (6):

[jajajajajajajajachan]

Well, here is part 2 *^-^*

I'm sorry for doing a poor job (>

I'm very tired, so please excuse my mistakes~ @0@" haha ♪

 

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I quickly turned off my computer and stood up from my chair.

 

'Ri-Kun...' I thought quietly to myself. 'He'll be here...soon'

 

The simple thought seemed to become something more as it circulated through my mind. Riichi Kojima was a boy who I knew all too well. On the outside, funny and kind. On the inside, sadistic and extremely complex. To me, he didn't show quite what one would call his 'true colours', but perhaps he's shown me something somewhere in between.

 

One memory that I could never forget—never suppress—is the image of him going crazy. The one night I decided to visit his house, he completely lost it. Threatening and cursing at me, biting his lip until it bled uncontrollably, ripping things apart, and telling me furious things about his father. I can remember even now the exact feeling that ran through me; a paralyzing feeling that numbed my skin and wouldn't allow the fear to climb out of my body.

 

He eventually passed out and, the morning afterward, told me he couldn't remember anything. His lip was scarred, his body was bruised, and his throat was so damaged from screaming that he could barely speak. He told me how bad it hurt, writing everything down so I could understand.

 

Understandably, I wanted to forget it all. I excelled past what'd happened and we seemed to be just the average blasé friends every day after. It was only a few weeks ago that we'd stopped talking to each other completely, and so finding him on a local chat site was beyond unforeseen.

 

Now, this boy who I couldn't even begin to describe was coming to my house. With my mind buzzing, I changed into more comfortable clothes, fixed my hair, and headed downstairs to make hokkien noodles.

 

~時間の経過：２０分~

 

The sudden knock at the door made me jump, even being a whole room away from the noise.

 

"I got it!" I said aloud so my mother wouldn't come out of her room. I walked to the door with hesitation; slowly but surely making my way over and, in what seemed like five minutes, I opened the door.

 

"Ah, hello Rishou" Ri-Kun bowed, hands on his knees. Once his face had returned to my sight, I gave him the falsest smile I could manage.

 

'His voice is so worn-out and raspy...' I thought.

 

"Thank you for coming over. Please come inside."

 

He followed behind as I walked into the kitchen.

 

"I made hokkien...do you like it?" I asked him in a calm tone.

 

He nodded his head and smiled warmly; in a way I've never seen him do. "I do. I haven't had it in quite some time, actually."

 

"Oh, it's a shame! I really like it." I told him as I gave him a near-sparse bowl. He sat down on a nearby chair and bowed toward me once again, saying "ittadakimasu~".

 

I did the same and started to slowly eat my food without a desire to be doing so. Curiously, I looked at Ri-Kun in an observational manner. He still had the scar on his lip which made his bottom lip just a bit bigger. His hair was much neater and looked like that of the popular kids'. His skin was paler than usual and his eyes looked overworked.

 

"Rishou..." he spoke up out of the blue.

 

"Hm?" I replied plainly.

 

"I'm not sad or grieving."

 

The sentence put my train of thought momentarily off track. Before asking something stupid, I thought about it. 'Grieving'...it must be about his dad. The only loss that I'd known about was that of his father's.

 

"Why?"

 

He looked up at me. "I never really liked him. But, that's besides the point." his words began to slur. "I want you to know that it isn't why I'm here."

 

"So...what's the reason for your coming here?"

 

"Eh...it's difficult to answer..." he stuttered.

 

Why would he tell me something if it wouldn't end up telling me much? Maybe he was hinting toward something...

 

"Maybe I'd understand if you tell me." I suggested curiously.

 

He proceeded to eat his food until it was finished, then played with his lip in his mouth.

 

"If I go to your room, I can tell you."

 

My stomach became hot with a sudden, straining anxiety. Though my mind declined any negative thoughts, my heart was beating just a beat or two faster as a warning.

 

"Why can't you tell me here?"

 

"I need to tell you upstairs..."

 

I nodded in understanding; taking both of our bowls and chopsticks over to the sink. Without another word, we both headed upstairs and he followed me into my bedroom, making sure to close the door quietly behind us.

 

"So, what is it?" I asked, trying to sound polite and calm.

 

He crawled onto my bed and spread his legs, smirking widely. "I have a boner~"

 

My eyes widened as they wandered right where he wanted them to.

 

"I was joking~" he smirked wider.

 

"Don't joke like that..." I said sternly, looking away from him.

 

"C'mon, you know you want it." he laughed as rubbed his inner thighs mockingly.

 

"I wanted to talk seriously, which is all I'll allow you to do in my house, Ri-Kun."

 

"Ne, I can't talk dirty??" he asked in a drunken tone.

 

"If you want to talk dirty, you should leave my house!"

 

He sat up and crawled to the end of my bed, tugging at my shirt. "Then, we can talk seriously. But, I wanna ask you a question."

 

"Well...you can ask me, then."

 

He tugged at my collar and forced me close to him. A dumbfounded look was plastered to my face, and I just stared at him in anticipation.

 

"Rishou...do you like me, too~?"