•{Onii chan, Anata koto ga Daisuki!}• | CheputChan19 & Fujimori Kaoru | 18+

[Fujimori Kaoru]

The blue haired boy laughs as he walks upstairs. " Dad! i will return the book at dinner later after few hours.. so wait a little for me.." He said as he walks when suddenly he heard a loud noise coming from his brother room so he decides to go there and when he open the door of his room he saw his brother on the floor he helped him get to the bed and leaves his room without saying anything and go straight to his room. after few minutes later he pulled out his bag and start to packing up and only puts important things in the bag like books, music cds, few clothes and his laptop after packing up he puts his bag under the bed. " What should i do now.." He sighs as he lay down on his bed.

[CheputChan19]

Hajime cursed under his grunts and tried to stood up and laid back on his bed but always failed. Yet he perked his head up in surprise cause someone opened his door's room, glanced to the side as knew who was it. At the moment Ren helped him, actually he wanted to struggle since he don't want to be help by a brother that just made his chest clenched in pain; but to no avail since he don't have much energy. The one that made him angry was the tall boy just left him right after helped him. "what the hell with that! just don't help when you don't want to! fuck!" he gritted his teeth in anger and kicked the night stand which made the glass fall from it; made his room wet and mess.

[Fujimori Kaoru]

The blue haired boy heard the noises that comes from his brother room but he thought that it would be best if he just ignored it so he just leaves. And while he lay down on his bed he picks up the book that he took from his dad and start to read it. " Like i thought.. it really is interesting.." He said as he reads the book but because he was so tired after few minutes later ren fall asleep just like that while holding the book tightly.

[CheputChan19]

The brown haired male kept gritting his teeth together since he still can't control his anger and start to punched the bed so hard to take his mind off of his anger that still burned up. "fuck! fuck! fuck!" he cursed back then clenching both of his hand. "why this should happen to us.. and you didn't really love from the start Ren? you're really a specialist with broken someone heart, huh?" he start rambled much words, his shoulder start to trembling slightly before his brown orbs full of his tears that slides down to his cheek; Hajime cried silently that night until he tired and fall asleep.

[Fujimori Kaoru]

the blue haired boy who was sleeping so soundly in the middle of night suddenly start to moves around and falls from the bed. " Ita- " he hit his head which makes him awake. " Wha- damn.. it hurts.." he rubs back of his head. he stands up and walks out from his room to get some water from the kitchen but he stops in front of hajime room and without thinking he opens his rooms door and gets in quietly, he saw the room was mess up. he walks closer to his brother and sits besides him as he softly rubs his brother swollen eye. ' did he cry..? it's surprising seeing a stubborn person like you to cry like this..' his thoughts. he comes closer to hajime's face and kissed his lips.

[CheputChan19]

The brown haired male kept sobbing even in his sleep cause he cried silently - since didn't get chance to let out his loud cry because he don't want everyone especially his brother hear his cry baby sounds-. He both tired physically and mentally after crying until he fall asleep and didn't realize at all when the door of his room being opened, just curled his body into a ball without any blanket covered his body. Moreover, he continue his sleep like nothing when someone sat near him on his bed and start to kissing him. Which made him hummed and sobbed instead. "R-Ren.." he said it with hoarse voice, the remnant of his tears rolling down back from his eyes.

[Fujimori Kaoru]

Ren who kissed his brother so gently on his lips as he slides down and bites his neck softly so his brother won't notice after staring at him for a while he puts the blanket on him quietly and then leaves the room after that he leaves his room, ren goes to the kitchen and drink some waters while drinking the water he start to thinking some stuff. ' should i just not go?.. and just act selfish.. ignore everyone else and just continue this.. it would have been much better if he could just forced me on the bed and force himself on me when i asked him for a break up rather than just yell at me, if he could just get more mad at me saying that he won't give up on me

maybe than i would just lived in my fantasy life with onii chan rather than facing reality like now, i want to study music but at the same time these feelings would probably kills me inside..' his thoughts.

 

After drinking the water, he goes back to his brother room and locks the door from inside as he goes closer to his brother his thoughts goes more wilder, ren spoke as he sits besides hajime. '' Onii chan.. i have decides not go.. i have thought about it in a serious way but the more i think about it the more my heads hurts and i know i am acting selfish right now but if i play music with these feelings natsu nii san would probably kill me.. and somehow to see your crying face in awhile kinda aroused me, my whole body is feeling so hot right now just by being by side but i am impressed that you can sleep so peacefully in this situation.." he lay down beside him.