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Memories Laid so still in rest, swarmed yet in silent torment Fire leaps though glass, licks of pain to greet shallow sockets The ceaseless score of visions form the gaps of a broken mind Crystal hope shatters into sharp and jagged truth With fingers like long dull knives it finds its way Past every wall to pluck an image long since lost It comes in watery dreams that are never to pass Though finds when shades part ways, with more pain it is replaced Constant nightmares to torment me In painful strides of memories The Machine Once so green and blue, now cast and clad in grey Pillars of wonder one by one, are all cast away Flowing streams once so clean Restored to you it would not seem Cauldrons of fire, a forest void of trees Mankind breaths life, give rise to the machine Gears will turn, and blades will clash Lead will fly, and whips will lash Lightning strikes, and clouds plume red Left behind is Surt's bed Metal screams and breaks the sky While numbers once few now multiply Fire and metal make broken land This is Earth, that gave birth The the always hungry machine of man Twisted Smiles A rhythmic pace like a clock First a tick, then a tock With silent words it greats your ears A soothing voice, no others can hear Lip and teeth for twisted smile The soft calm voice stays for a while So suddenly the voice is gone And once more all seems and feels so wrong Salted water pours from the crack Now soon after, the voice is back A lurking shadow that isn't there It brings you along, though you fear where When gray thoughts turn deep blue The voice will come, it's here for you It covers eyes with tinted glass Blocks the pain form the past No more pain, no more tears Worry not, the voice is here A voice that coos and tightly holds me This is the lullaby of insanity Tired Eyes The Sun breaks upon a pale face With long and tired eyes. Light but dark, much like a marsh It is often wet, seldom dry A husk foes rise from its guard In darkened cloth it is garbed With a forward lurch, it starts it's search. To try and dry its tired eyes As Sun sets, and shadows rise Hands on chest it shall pry Remembering now, something lost To renew again would have its cost A loving face greets the sky And it does kiss so tired eyes Now stiff from head to feet Nightmarish dreams come with sleep Until again the sun will rise And open once more, so tired eyes For All To Have. For All to Lose All shall have it, and all shall lose it Praised yet cursed, on every set of lips It's hands will hold, it's hands will whip It can mend, it can rip It shall make, and it shall take Upon you strides it will make And shining hope it will take It is chance, it is fate Some fight for it Some fight to steal it Some can destroy it Some can heal it All in all a unique site The ever turning, wheel of life These are all just some poems i threw together. Let me know if you like them and what your favorite one is! Or let me know if you hate them and what one you like the least XD

I hope you enjoy this poem. I wrote it after a lucid dream I had one night. Please let me know what you think.....okay? :cuteonion24: There is a place I often go, Where moonlight shines and flowers glow, This dream realm appears when I drift to sleep, Where dragons dwell in castles keep, Where wolves howl in the distance as a great oak is guarded by a spider, Where lanterns glow from a foxes fire as a nine tail carries a rider, The rider is me of course don't you see, I'm carried to a temple that overlooks the sea, There is one special place where I always go, A place where I find him near the flowers that glow, I always come back to him in my realm of dreams, A place where nothing is ever what it seems, I wish these moments didn't have to go away, Letting sleep carry me and to always stay, I know that will never be and it is a mistake, Come morning light without fail I always will awake.... Until I dream again my love........

A tidbit about me. I have been writing poems for about, give or take 5 years now. Started writing in 2011 I learned the basics of being a poetry teacher from a woman called Amberly Laverick and finally. I have performed 3 poetry recitals and have had my poems printed on 2000 brochures in my town/city. Here is some older samples I used to write. The Warm Touch Of Serenaded Honey I will love you forever and a day. If I could touch your memory, let it sing out proud! Nonsensical and sticky is the aura surrounding me I notice a change in the weather’s patterns Forecasted a beautiful harmony of music Dripping wet on my mind, sugar spun hills give out tempting offerings. Not worth sighing away the heat, it gives a sensation of trust. Within myself, I value the trials I must endure An image worth keeping, long for its embrace until night comes. Sleepless Nights and Haunted Memories My dreams escape me through a florescent needle Burning crystals sink deeper into my head. Still I stir from overbearing nightmares It’s the scent of hopelessness in the air, the stench of failure I repel all around me when I awaken Lingering in the darkness, eternally lost to the desperation within. Savoir the last drawn breath. My tears cannot reach you. They fade into the scenery I helped formulate. An image of death, painted on the canvas of loneliness Cruelty of the Silent Curtain Admiring the storm from a distance. The colours torn away, lost in its own brilliance A smile is revealed through the cracks of a wall. Shining on a rough surface of glass. Blinding all that meet its gaze. I inject a wave of nausea into its skin. To let it unfold its facade upon the world. Merciless hymns reign in my ear I spiral out of control, soaked in the flood of misery. Wet and tired, I lie perfectly still Waiting for the vultures to feed on my ripe flesh. Enjoy them MuffinLad

silhouettes Fill empty sheets Along wooden floors Do little mice creep To their homes In hollow walls Little beaks Do softly cheep In empty gutters Where their mothers keep Them warm through out Winter's peak Cheep cheep Little eyes Do quietly peek Through a wooden door so weak Slowly they come Creep creep Only to run off like frighten sheep Seasons come And season go But oh, empty home You'll never truly be left on your own

Moving I am moving past you. Past your lies brown eyes and your smile. I am moving past you at the speed of goodbye Singing “hallelujah brother.” I have seen the light. I am moving past you. Beyond the horizon that lines the sky. I’m counting stars,while you're counting sighs. I am moving past you. Moving forward. But am I Moving backwards at the same time? Because when I looked back and saw you. I started to cry.

The Long Dream Every night, Is a night to remember. However. My waking life is memory , A living disaster. I spend each night , in the longest dream. And all is not at all what it seems. My dreams last for days, and months on end. Sometimes a year goes by It seems in my bed. My waking life is merely An Instance in time. In My dreams however, Centuries go by. The longest dream, I truly believe. That instead of my waking life. What a life! It is merely a dream!

Since i wrote one today, i decided to finally make a thread for em ^^ Rakastan Sua Oh the things i wanted to see Oh the things i wanted to show Realised i wished too share the all The wish changed to you an me Yet suddenly i find myself alone I realized too late, now I cant Waited too long, waited now you're gone never felt so alone, never so sad Without you Yet what if I would have told You the feelings I had for Gave me your heart before And still I want to hold You don't return any more Maybe i could have kept you.....

Infinit Love You refuse to believe about us I do not want to hear the sound of the cursed guns you held me in this golden cage remains only me only tears of a nightingale I'm in love with the ghost boy who is trapped in tomorrow Lost in the midst of Black Snow My love, heal with your cold kiss this sorrow Let's find a place so we can go Wrap me in your arms and save me from this deepest blue And if I have to die, I die to be with you I wanna lose myself in your love forever Because then will not exist the ever My first Post.. I hope you all enjoy.

You are my sun You shine on me too brightly it hurts my eyes You wake me up when I don't want to You beat on me when I don't need you to Times like these I wonder why I even bother Times like these I think of you as a bother Times like these I want to sink lower than ever But you grin at me like I need you to Why won't you leave me alone Why do you keep following me Why do you have to wake me from my dreams Please let me go now, I need more sleep But you never listen This is how our routine has always been You smile on me when I don't need you to You watch while I throw a pillow at you You grin at my profanities You just keep shining brighter than ever You know I can't let you go You take too much pleasures in my anxieties You know that in a few minutes I will follow you My face always defy what I truly feel for you You know that I love you You know that I can't live without you So even if I need more slumber Your rays keep reaching me further You love it when I squirm underneath you You love it when I scream to stop you This is a weird setup if you must know Taking too much fun in each other's annoyance We love each other too much to let go of this penance Because you know I can't live without you Because you know I always betray my feelings for you Because you know that underneath this frown is a chuckle And you know how happy you make me feel doing what you do. AUTHOR NOTES: This is something i have written way back when. the inspiration was so much different. but as i read it now, i can't help but relate this to Misu's perspective on his relationship with Shingyouji. My MisuShin-inspired poem "A Love Undefined" was taken from Shingyouji's perspective. "You are my Sun" is from Misu. I hope you enjoy. :hamtaro-005 (6):

Pure is the love we make Pure is the pleasure I take Pure is what keeps my mind awake Pure is what makes my heart quake Pure is the scene of dreams when lovers kiss Pure is the pain when lovers are missed Pure is the shadow that follows behind Pure is the home that embraces the mind Pure is the peace that we crave to find Pure is the story of two lovers entwined. AUTHOR NOTES: I don't think I have to elaborate the inspiration behind this poem. It's straightforward as it is. I just wrote this last night actually. Gosh, I really love the romance of MisuShin. I hope you like this.

You revel in the misfortunes that beheld me You embrace me with your sympathy You make me forget what I used to be Then you slap me with your anxiety I frown at your face so giving Confused by the messages I am receiving Try to confront the old nightmares growing Your image of warmth quickly disappearing I try to reach you and you would give your hand But then I still would not understand Your voice, this heart is blown away like the sand I want to love you like I should Give all the things I have that I could But despite all that I still feel fooled For all the love I had before For all the pain I bore from that I just could not bear it once more It's all that I've got You hate me now for my pain It's easy to put the blame on me But you were never there To live this long with this insanity Is it over now between you and me Should I hold on to memories Or let you go and set us free? [Author notes: My first non-BL poetry posted here but I wrote this years ago. This is the first time I am publishing this. This poem was inspired from a difficult and very possessive relationship I had with someone. Believe it or not, I was the one treated like a possession.]

The love I feel for you is sometimes like a wound that has been open The memories I cradled in my mind is haunting me too often A line of a song I hear, a friend's word that I would cheer Makes me wish once more again that you were near. I latch on to memories both happy and painful of long ago I try to grasp at the meaning they once told me so How different the times were then How I had hoped they would never end But you're so far away now I can see You have a life of your own, your own family How I wept when I learned of the baby For once I had hoped your child I would carry These things should not matter to me anymore I know I buried everything we had before How cruel the mind to drag me to you once more How mad the heart to you I so adored I grow weak at the end of this torture How desperate I would seek for a cure But I know what I had for you was so pure Then I'll wake up from this again and for that I'm sure A poem I've written years ago as I reflected on my first love.

It's so amazing that I love you It's funny that way but you know I do The way you look into my eyes and then look away Just like that you've made me feel what you had to say I love how your fingers reach out for mine The way you close your eyes under a sunshine The quiet walks in the park we share Listening to me talk a mile as you stare I love the smell of the fresh cologne on your skin The way you say my name fills me within This kind of love you don't want defined This kind of love from others we can never find. Author notes: :hamtaro-005 (6): Haha! This is my very first Takumi-kun series inspired poetry. I had Misu's face in my head as I channeled my inner Shingyouji. This is my take on their relationship since they're not as lovey dovey as Takumi and Gii. These two have a different take on their relationship, it's theirs alone. I like the selfishness in that. It's almost sweet and endearing at the same time. I hope you enjoyed!

Escapism You don't see the tears when you pour your heart to me You don't feel the pain as I listen to your anxiety You are not here to hold me tightly You can't reach me and comfort me softly I listen to your woes as I battle with demons on my own I absorb your fears as I watch mine and how they've grown You are troubled by your life, your love, your hate You have no idea I have more of those to date I care for you but you never see It has always been like this for me You don't know how I wish it were to be Someone I could show my misery the way you do to me Your confidence I value beyond measure Sometimes they can be such a pleasure Your love I truly treasure And then times I feel like having a seizure You don't know my crippling fears Or why I have uncontrollable tears And why I sometimes feel my end is near That I would lose everything I hold dear Am I a mere escape to you Do I even matter when you are not feeling blue You take it all out on me as I take it all in I fight the notion that this is how it's always been. AUTHOR NOTES: I wrote this years ago when I thought love was a destiny only for others to enjoy. I also thought it was fitting to post here since most BL stories usually have the unrequited love factor.

In your deep cavernous warm entrance I discover a pleasure to your pain As you writhe in bouts of havoc and rapture while i flick the bits of moisture of clammy droplets on your skin We are blinded to the world that peeks in the windows around us We are deaf to the sounds of reality but our own I am drowning between tidal waves of overwhelming euphoric torture as i viciously take you with me in my arms Your appetite knows no bounds just a bottomless pit of wanton and madness I can feel your mind screaming for me to dissolve this and yet you linger desperately for my strength to take you to places your mind fears to thread in your waking hours I know not how much deeper i can bury you in this tangled mess of sheets and twisted materials of warmth and wetness Your eyes are half closing to the silky words coming out of my mouth as i pour them endlessly to your ears Your hot breath on my ears driving me to the brink of madness and drunkenness A blinding white hot searing light we see together as we desperately capture the embrace of completion Sated, drunk, weakness, blissful sleep overcome us finally. Your lips move making a sound I could barely read. I reach for your hand as you clasp your fingers to mine We are one.