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  1. zoeyzoeyzoey

    The Guilty Volume 4: Forsaken (Eng)

    Title: The Guilty Vol. 4: Forsaken Author: Katsura Izumi, Hinako Takanaga Plot: Toya Sakurai is starting fresh in a new apartment, now enticingly closer to his lover, Kai Hodaka. When he invites his lover to come visit, he realizes the benefits of living so much closer. But when Toya’s publishing company decides to put out a fan book on Kai Hodaka, Toya is shocked to learn just how little he knows about his lover after two years! Also includes a collection of short stories with deeper insight on our favorite guilty pair! Toya spends a love burning weekend with Hodaka in Hayama after the torturously written Emergence. Then, six months into their riotous relationship, Hodaka shows just what he’s willing to do to make Toya happy. The loving, dangerous, guilty love they share comes to a climax in this final volume. Download The Guilty Vol. 4: Forsaken BL Novel: http://www.mediafire.com/?i83asfpdqysunq8 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff
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    The Guilty Verdict- Vol 3

    Title: The Guilty Vol. 3: Redemption Author: Katsura Izumi, Hinako Takanaga Plot: Editor Toya Sakurai is the talk of the industry for his amazing work with best-selling mystery writer Kai Hodaka. But most people don’t know that the root of Toya’s success is his secret relationship with Hodaka. However, Toya’s success leads to jealousy from his coworkers, and that jealousy fuels some hateful gossip. All of this compounds when rumors fly around the internet about Hodaka having a relationship with one of his male editors. When Toya tries to distance himself from Hodaka to abate the rumors, everything gets worse, until finally, Hodaka asks for a new editor! Can these two guilty hearts find happiness together? Download The Guilty Vol. 3: Redemption BL Novel: http://www.mediafire.com/?pvhlth2ecs9x82y For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff
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    The Guilty Verdict- Vol 2

    Title: The Guilty Vol. 2: Original Sin Author: Author: Katsura Izumi, Hinako Takanaga Plot: Toya Sakurai is swimming in success after his work with the bestselling author Kai Hodaka, who is also Toya’s secret lover. But with expectations so high, his company soon gives him a new project: find a fresh and exciting new author to work for Sozan Publishing. When Toya finds the young author Yo Amano-he discovers that the traits his lover Hodaka lacks-Amano has, and Amano is sensitive and caring to Toya's feelings. Emotions will run high in this second volume of The Guilty series. Download The Guilty Vol. 2: Original Sin BL Novel: http://www.mediafire.com/?pd10pfovv1f0m0c :_red_fox 12this was a pain in the ass because i keep losing my files-Ithink i'm accidentally dropping them in other files and losing them-I can be so incompetent :_red_fox 12 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff
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    The Guilty Verdict- Vol 1

    Title: The Guilty Verdict, The Guilt. Vol 1 - Verdict Author: Katsura Izumi, Hinako Takanaga Plot: Toya Sakurai only went into the publishing business to work with his favorite author, Kai Hodaka, one of the top-selling mystery writers of all time. And now he's getting the chance to do exactly that! But the demands of the job are more than he ever expected. When his company wants Hodaka to publish ahead of schedule, Toya has to find some way to persuade the author to cooperate. His idol takes cruel advantage of the situation, demanding Toya's body in exchange for his next book. But the love of a fan is not so easily conquered. Let's just hope his fiancee understands! Download The Guilty Vol. 1: Verdict BL Novel: http://www.mediafire.com/?ba92730k84664yv cruel cruel seme-my fav:Red_fox: i was surprised this wasn't here already-unless i missed it-will upload 2-4 later For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff
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    Reset by Asahi Shima [Eng]

    Manga names: Reset, リ・セット, Re Set ~り-セット~ Description: Izumi Morida thought he was in a happy relationship with Tomoya Jinguuji until Tomoya suddenly walked out on him without an explanation. Half a year later, Izumi has found a new ove and things are progressing well when Tomoya suddenly reappears. Only, Tomoya has a horrible scar on his face and he can’t seem to remember Izumi at all! Their attraction to each other remains strong but Izumi soon finds that the kind, gentle lover he remembers has a dark streak. Has Tomoya changed or was Izumi’s first true love hiding a secret all along? Will Izumi be able to accept the real Tomoya or will memories of how things used to be get in the way? Manga-type: Manga Mangaka: Asahi Shima Published by: Taiyou Tosho Group(s) Scanlating: Countless Time Status: Complete Genres: Smut, Yaoi Categories: BDSM, Sadists Main Characters: Izumi Morida, Tomoya Adaptations available: - Related Series: Kizu-Ato Recommendations: Kimochi no Yukue, Seifukusha Download Reset Manga: Mediafire :Red_fox4: P.S. I really hope i chose the right file-it was hard to tell which file was which so i renamed my file but im now worried i renamed the wrong one-if i screwed up let me know and i'll fix asap P.P.S Kindle file For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff
  6. Title: Indigo (first volume of my Remnants of Yesterday Series) Prologue Hinageshi Red Light District, Shinkano City – June 10, 2012 Damn frog rain! Nori cursed as he ran through an alley. His right hand pressed over the wound on his side. His thin jacket did nothing to ease his anxiety. He felt cold to his bones. The plan had just been another night out when evening began. The usual gathering of seven friends down their favorite pub. Instead they found the bar closed off for renovation, which prompted them to venture across town to a lesser frequented territory. More like they didn't frequent it anymore; not since they outgrew their delinquent high school days. Shinkano's red light district, Hinageshi, used to be the happening place for them. Drugs were the one thing they stayed away from. Other than that, they'd come here to do all sorts of evils. From the crazy karaoke parties to taking girls into love motels, and the underage drinking along with illegal gambling. To add on was the constant fights against rival gangs. The fights were the worst due to the escalating level of violence. However, after losing one of their friends to a deadly encounter against a rival gang, they decided it was high time to walk the straight path. The loss had been too great of a tragedy to bear. The incident had altered them all one way or another. They were all now twenty-one-year-old adults. Good standing citizens of society. Which came to say, they should have stayed where good citizens stayed. They shouldn't have revisited Hinageshi district because just thirty minutes after entering a random club, they ran into old foes who had not forgotten or forgiven them for past transgressions. The confrontation escalated to heavy verbal insults and shoves, which got them all kicked out by the club manager. The face-off continued outside and hell broke loose when they failed to talk their way out a physical brawl. New faces arrived on the scene to add to the mob of thugs. These newcomers even had their choice of weapons from various knives to sledge hammers. Their group's only exit strategy was to scatter in different directions. Forget the cars since they wouldn't make it passed the parking lot alive. They each ran for their lives and kept doing so even as the night worsened with a downpour. **** By eleven, Nori had run his way south of Hinageshi, entering into the Aokata slums, a decaying territory on the eastern outskirt of the city. There, a trio of thugs caught up with him and cornered him into a fight. Despite having become a good citizen, he still possessed the same fighting edge he had back in his delinquent days. His fast reflex and the speeding velocity of his punches were still his kill act. He'd always been quicker than most fighters he'd fought in the past. And that hadn't changed. He fought them with everything he had and ended up with a knife grazing his side. He took them down fast to avoid staying in the rain any longer. He'd been running in the wild storm far longer than his body could handle and felt himself becoming weak from it. While the thugs braced the cold concrete, struggling to get back on their feet, he took that second to get away. Cutting through corners and alleys, he went on until he felt he was out of the assailants' sight. Using that small window of distance, he found himself a hiding spot. The backstreet he stepped into was even darker than the last. The narrow lane was a dead end with a stack of wooden crates against two dumpsters by a ten-foot iron fence. The alley stunk like a thousand dead rats. Never smelled such horrid odor before but he figured the sinister scent was worth the comparison. Nori did the only thing that came to mind. He climbed up the crates and hopped into one of the dumpsters. Survival was primal when facing a do or die situation. It made swimming into a pile of rotten-god-knows-what garbage ideal to getting stabbed to death by a bunch of psychos. The moment Nori jumped in, he fell onto something unexpected. Nevermind the death polluting odor. What suck the living out of him was the person pulling him down as they sunk further beneath the ghastly waste. Nori struggled against his assailant, causing his wound to tear a bit more. The sting had him hissed a grunt through gnashed teeth. "Shush!" The voice hushed and a hand covered his mouth. Nori's heart receded to its steady pace and he stopped moving. "Sen. What the fuck, you ended up here too," came his murmur. It was his best friend. Outside, a pack of thugs ran up to the alley's entrance. Two of them came towards the crates, shouting Nori's name. They kicked and smashed the wooden stack off as if expecting to find him hidden behind it. They opened one of the dumpsters and the smell shooting up their noses had them cursing out loud. One of them was mad enough to kick the dumpster. Before he could open the second one, the comrades from afar called out to move on. Once the thugs left, only the ambiance of a grumbling sky remained. Nori drew a breath, teeth gnashing again. "Fuck." "What's wrong?" Sen asked. They toppled one another under piles of nasty torn plastic bags and wet cardboards. Sen shoved a few things aside to give them the much-needed room for air. "Fuckin' bastard had a knife at me earlier." Nori told. "Shit. How bad?" "Dodged most of it but I ain't gonna lie, it stings as fuck." "We'll move when it's safer. The fence is our only safe way out. Can you climb?" Nori palmed Sen's forehead to stop the latter from fondling where his wound was. "Quit fussing. The cut's not bad." "Well shit, just making sure I won't have to haul you on my back that's all." Sen retorted. Although Nori knew he would. Sen would do more than carry him over a fence – the guy would carry him across a battlefield if needed. And he'd do the same in return. There was this unspoken rule that existed between them. "You reek of feces." Nori uttered. Sen scoffed. "And you're all Sakura bloom yourself." They fell quiet again just listening to the heavy rain. A while later when the coast was safe enough, they crawled out of hiding, and climbed over the fence. They landed onto what appeared to be the back alleyway of an abandoned textile shop. "Call your driver." Sen advised. Nori shook his head. "Lost my phone in the struggle earlier. You?" "Out of battery." Sen replied. "B'sides, I can't just phone up home and tell them I got myself into a ditch again. Our last little adventure still has me off the old man's books, he's been leaving me dry lately." Nori reminded Sen. "Aw shit, yeah." Sen fumbled through his pocket for whatever cash he had left. "How much on you?" He asked and Nori pulled out a few bills. "900 yen," he said as they put their money together. "Fuck! That's not even enough for a cab fare past this shitty territory. Damn, it's moments like these I wish I had a plastic card." "Sorry, mine's not working at the moment, but maybe this cash is enough to buy us a night here." Nori thought up. "Remember the old eatery we use to frequent during high school." "Mushino Noodles and Express Food? It closed down years ago." Sen recalled. "Yeah but the establishment behind it is still open." Sen's brow drew. "The dump-hole? Even then it's across this slum to the east of Hinageshi! That's a freaking forty-minute-walk." "No phones, no car, no money. We're fucked. I'd rather try for a shitty place than freeze my ass running any longer. We can't return to the club's lot, Sen. Those fuckers are sure to guard our car, if they haven't already beat it out." Nori declared. Sen couldn't argue that so they maneuvered through the slum with caution, stopping to hide whenever they sensed danger. A careful travel took them longer than the regular stride – better safe than dead in their case. Once inside the inn, or dump-hole as Sen called it, the old woman at the counter gave them a split-second glance as if the brisk arrival of sodden strangers oozing of foul odors was an everyday norm. Considering decadency was the inn's ultimate appeal, perhaps it was. Without a word, she took the money they tossed up. Then eyeballed them. A scowl vivid on her face as her hand extended forward asking for more. They had nothing else to give so her gaze settled on Sen's necklace, which he refused to give up. Irked, she threw the money back at them and waved her hand at the door, directing them to leave. Nori drew up the one item he had on him that was worth anything. His name-brand wallet which would still sell for a good five thousand yen. He emptied out the content and pushed it towards her. "This high-end leather wallet should get you enough to cover your expenses for a day. Just give us a room for tonight, please. Please, mam." "Nori—" Sen protested but felt his friend's hand latch around his wrist. She looked at them, reluctant to take the bait but the young man's desperation won her over. She figured whatever they were running from was probably life threatening enough for them to look like drowned rats. And that name-brand wallet alone told her they weren't from this part of town. She didn't want dead privileged kids within her vicinity who'd attract people from the bureau. Decidedly, she took both money and card before ushering them to the smallest room she had available for the amount she was given. What braced Nori and Sen was a space resembling a bathroom with its pasty white concrete walls. It even came with its own tiny area of a drain pipe shower and toilet. A tall slim cabinet with a microwave-sized TV sitting in its hollow space, and an old wooden chair with chipped legs sat by the door. Neither furniture did anything for comfort, and were probably only there to lessen the atmospheric lavatory feel though failing miserably. The bed was a single mat rising a good foot off the floor, which to their dismay seemed rather crowded for two people. Still, anything was better than freezing in the storm. As soon as their bedroom door closed, Sen began with, "Sorry. I couldn't do it—" "If you had given it up," Nori cut his friend off, "I'd have beaten you bloody. I was there that day. When your mother said her last words, and gave you that charm so don't fuckin' degrade what she left you with by apologizing. Money's only paper. And it's my old man's papers so there's plenty more where that came from." Sen flopped down on the bed. "Acting all high and mighty, shit," he smiled, "thank you." Nori flicked the latter's forehead. "Blockhead." He said shifting his gaze to the shower. Sen looked up. "Pokerfaced." Following suit, he knew what Nori had in mind. "Dumbass." Nori retorted with and began his move. "Deepshit." Sen countered. On cue, they both attempted to dash toward the shower for first use but intercepted each other in a wrestling match onto the bed. They horsed around until Nori emitted another painful groan. "Shit, your wound. We gotta clean it up." Sen admitted defeat, moving off Nori. "It's fine. I'll do it myself." Sen shoved him back onto the bed. "Don't fuckin' know how to let me act high and mighty for once, do you?" Nori chuckled and obliged. "Guess I can play the obedient patient for a night, so hurry up and patch me up." "Patching coming up." Sen fetched the small hand towel from the cabinet then opened the cupboard to see if there was any antiseptic solution or something close to it. All he got was a small bottle of bleach. He looked at Nori and back at the bleach in hand and sighed. Rubbing alcohol was preferable but they weren't in the luxury to be picky. Besides just a few drops of bleach should be fine to help with disinfection. "Strip." He knelt next to Nori and waited for the latter to expose the cut. The wound wasn't deep but did run down long. Looking at it made Sen want to pound his fist into the bastard who carved the mark onto Nori. "You'll have to do with this bleach shit." "No choice. Let's get on with – FUCKIN' SHITTY MOTHER OF BITCHES!" Nori's entire body clamped down from the sting as he grabbed a handful of Sen's hair. "Fucking warn me, stupid bastard." "Alright, alright, let go of my hair, asshole!" Sen kept shoving against Nori's chest. "You fuckin' did it on purpose." They broke from each other's hold. "What, quit accusing me," but his grin gave him away, "fine, fine. I thought it'd be hilarious to watch you make a dump-face." He laughed hugging his sides. Nori kicked the taller man a few feet off him. "I'll get you, don't forget." "Yeah, yeah." Sen moved on to grabbed the extra bed sheet on the shelf and tore off a sliver for bandage use. "I'll help you wash up – can't risk getting it any damper." He got up to toss the bloody towel into the bin. "We help each other. Wash my back and I'll wash yours." Nori offered. "Guess we can both use an extra hand. Hell, every inch of us needs to be scraped off. Freakin' stench is cause enough for a rat infestation in this room." Nori wore a put-off expression. "Don't even want to imagine what that dumpster was home to." "Better not to." Sen concluded. They went on to disrobe and get on with showering. To Be Cont...
  7. hibisha

    Favorite Tragic Yaois

    I would love it someone would recommend me some nice yaoi/shounen ais (manga) which had some sort of tragedy in them. And Angst. oh god, i love Angst
  8. Name: Kazuya Age: 17 Position: Freak Illness: PD, DD, ICD or ICAD Psychotic Disorders, Dissociative Disorder, Impulse Control/addiction Disorder Personality: insane, dangerous, silent *mainly from his past. but may say a few words. almost as if he's hidden his voice*, curious, violent, unpredictable, Bio: Being young and suffering with a disorder, an illness that made this young boy to hear and see things that wasn't there. Starting to deal with this at the age of 3. It was unknown to him. Being a kid, he was unsure what was happening thinking these were happening from his nightmares he recently began happening. Being a scared kid, he told his parents. It so happens, that they ignored it saying it was just his imaginations that came from his nightmares. Telling him it wasn't real. When he was in school, he should make some friends to keep his mind from it. And so, kazuya seeked to find a friend he could play with. But having non on his block that was around his age, and those that didn't want to be friends at school. *how cruel kids can be* he stayed alone. No matter how hard he tried, they were always mean to him. not including him in any of the activities. he mostly sat alone while others laughed and played. That was, until, about a few months later, an opertunity came. A young boy came in, soon almost almost instantly the two became really close. Making friends no longer came off as hard, since he soon became friends with the new boy next door. Soon, It was just as though his parents were right. The sounds, the voices, the hallucinations.. they all stopped. Everything was 'Normal'... or so they thought.. A year later, everything seem to have been going good. his sleep has even been good with no nightmares. He was happy. as happy can be. But, was surpressing his mind really the best thing? pushing it back letting it hide behind the image of having a 'friend'.. Within that year of knowing each other, the two had really grown quite attached to each other. Half a year later, a slight turn of events happened. Slowly, those hallucinations had once again, come back. And they were stronger then before. Kazuya tried once again, telling his folks about the voices. But like before, they didn't listen. The boy often complained, about having headaches, chills or even talked about him not feeling well. But being his parents, they should have listened to their son. But the fact that they were too much on believing he was just making it up turned the other cheek. The more he went to them making things up, the more they ignored and went to drastic measures of punishment. sometimes beatings occured if he continued to pester them with the lies they assumed he told. 'Knowing' things were going good, they wasn't about to let him ruin his 'good' progress. Another year had passed and this time, kazuya had taken a turn for the worse. Knowing they wasn't gonna do anything about it, he kept to himself. keeping things from them and trying to deal with it on his own. even as a oung kid who couldn't do much. it was then that his parents began noticing Kazuya's behavior fully for themselves. A few days prior to him getting worse, They spotted something off about him. A difference in his actions, even a change in his personality. Often times, passing by his room, they would see him sitting in a corner. Sitting, with his hands over his ears rocking back and forth. Other times, he would just out the blue began screaming. They would run up to his room to see him standing in the middle of his room with his hands covering his eyes. Even times, when he would just lash out at them for coming into his room in the first place. Soon they were too scared to even go in his room, or to be near him, thinking he may have been possessed or something around that factor. Unknowing what was happening to thier litle boy they kept silent and seeked some advice. Keeping things within their home to themselves, they kept it on the down low while closely watching their son. Soon, he grew distant from his best friend as most time he didn't feel like being bothered with anything. Knowing something was happening to himself, he didn't know which way to turn. His parents started home schooling him, and even that stopped after a while when the strange behavior progressed. When kazuya wanted to go over to his friends' house to play, and get his mind off things, he would always get rejected by the boys' parents. Saying he was either sick, not home or wasn't able to have anyone over because he didn't finish his chores. So the boy, now being back alone, had to face his reality. But, truth of it all, it had gotten to that point, where the kid and his parents had gotten terrified of kame's change. It didn't take long for them to realize something was wrong with him. It was on the night of a sleep over. The friend one night, of all nights woke during the middle of the night when the boy went to the bathroom, he came back only to see the creepiness of kame's stare and being of that young age, it terrified him. But the reason why they won't let him come over anymore, was the fact that one morning when the young boy woke, he saw a crazied kazuya standing leaning over him, with a creepy grin covering his face, holding a knife at his neck. The boy woke to that creepy sight causing the boy to be terrorized. kame's eyes followed his every movements. The knife griping tighter in his hold as he gave a slight rugid breath as his smile grew more as if he was waiting for the small boy to get off the bed. The boy eventually peed himself and called for his mother. Coming to his rescue, she took her child, left for next door to tell what had happened. Ever since that particuar time, they wasn't allowed to see each other. Shortly after, the neighbors, who felt kinda bad, thought they'd help out by talking to kame's parents so they can go about gettng the other some help. Going next door, they sat to talk with kame's parents. Telling them what they think they could do to help the boy and that he was unfit to be out without being treated. But as the others only tried helping, the boys' parents didn't want to hear it. Cursing and banning them from their home, knowing their child was getting ''better'', and their boy had currupted kame. They didn't want to hear or believe their son had anything wrong with him, they were in denial about the matter yet again. They wanted to believe kame's 'normality' was fine, and this was just a phase he would grow out of. -some time later- Coming from the hospital, after delivering their baby. A new member to the family, they were happy to show kame, his new baby brother. but instead, they got something else in surprise. Going to show the new baby, they noticed redness had seeped though the bottom of his door. Unknowing of what the substance was, they opened the door to see a young kame sitting on the floor covered in nothing but redness. Trailing their eyes down from the boys blood stained clothes and body, they saw a motioless boy in his arms covered in redness as well. Registaring in their shocked state, that the boy was the kid from next door, they saw kame smiling rubbing the boys cheek. "I'll watch you~. We'll be best friends forever" he said as he licked the boys cheek thus rubbing his bloodied cheek on the others dead cheek giggling. Seeing this, they finally came to accept, kame infact was ill. They decided to seek help for him. Turning to a psychiatrist, they seeked all kinds of help. Medication, exercist, prayer. They even continued the beatings of hope to get it out of him quicker. Wanting to keep those visions and sounds away from the boy. Having the help he needed, over time he began getting better. two months after his brother had turned three, kazuya came to experience a horrid death of his family and younger brother. Unnowing hey thought they were helping the kid with his illness, he slowly developed other symptoms of other illnesses. Some time during the night. the voices in his mind and the visions took over him. Kame wasn't the one to really sleep,, he stayed up and that night . a few nights his parents didn't give him his medicine. Well few days later, he snapped. went about his home and murdered his family. It took him a while to registar what happened and he dragged the knife across the wall. Hearing voices more. it wouldn't stop, he followed and moved burning he home killing hem to make sure they were gone. Upon seeing this, a man walking along the streets and saw the fire. rushing over he called for the police. others came out their homes to see the burning home as they waited for the police to arrive. Since no one was coming out, they figured no one was home. that was until they heard a screaming cry of the boy. Since the cops wasn't there, the man took the risk. He rushed in to get the boy. By then, the boy had somehow retracted back to his normal self having to see all the fire, he was lost and didn't know what to do and where to go. so he crouched down, covered his ears and screamed with his eyes closed. crying not nowing what to do. the man manage to get him out just in time before it blew up. the police and ambulance finally arrived and got the kid checked and the man who helped him. once hey put the fire out. they found ot his family also died. the boy began crying over the lose. Something that would distroy him.. something that did destroy him. They put him in an orphanage until they can findfamily they could reach. Now being left to face the world alone. Grieving over his loss, he began ignoring his medication. Everything, that thought to helped, was let go. He didn't care who he was anymore. whether it was the truth, or a lie. He wanted to slip away as well. His illness creeping back on him, turned out for the worse. finding their family, who decided to take him in, they wanted to see if they can get him better. But as time came to consume him and the more he was left untreated, it became too out of control to handle. Suffering from this illness, he also developed PTSD, which resulted in an outcome of DD. ICD or ICAD of which most people said to be more of a developed uncontrollable addiction. Kame slowly turned towards that as the real world seemed like a fantasy to him. A small hint of PtSD formed from the fire. Becoming a Freak: Five years after his family's death he turned silent. Saying little to nothing. It was mostly nothing as he came across someone with a certain way of dressing. Kame was unsure who this person was but now he was too out of it to care. In the back of a building, he was rocking shaking his head as he talked to no one in particular. Not remembering why he was therein the first palce. Suffering from his illness of DD, his memory had been failing him as he would lose memory every so often. Forgetting that he ran away after his brother henry was taken from him. Having the man noticing the other's behavior, he gave a smirk. Offering a proposal, kame nodded. if it meant a place to stay he was willing to do anything. The man took out some papers which was known to be a contract, he told the other about. Taking the mans word without reading, the man cut his finger letting it drip on the paper making a blood contract. Soon they entered the tinted limo and drove off to a new world that awaited the young boy. @maknaehariiex27
  9. General Information: Name: Levi Ackerman Age: 30 Date of Birth: December 25 Position: Seke Other Medical Information: Possible lung cancer if he doesn't stop smoking. Personality: Needlessly cruel as the assistant manager of a writing firm, The Survey Corps Newspaper, he ruthlessly micromanages both new and old employees while placing a firm, but clement hold onto the worker's emotions. Often times he shows off his mastery of facial expressions, the 'deadpanned frown' and the 'straight, thin smile', these spectacular, infinitely intriguing duality may be admirable to the indulgent eye, but often, if not always, comes across difficult to fully understand what he is actually feeling. Background: A failed abortion between Kucher, his prostitute mother and one of her clients, Levi grudges against ill fate and chooses solace in Kenny, a blood relative uncle who teaches him everything he needs to know on how to live. Often times he's considered the black sheep of the family due to his mother but his extraordinary talent for researching and writing sits him on top of the family pedestal, strictly, career wise. To get closer to being a respectable, obdurate human being, his belligerence towards emulating other's to become successful mixes with his emotional attachment to his mother and father. At one point in his twenties, he'd harangued the red light district to dominate all woman and men alike to better empathize with his father. Today, he intertwines his body as both the submissive and the dominant man in his weekly, at times, daily one night stands. Likes +Hiccups +Loyal and Empathetic Characteristics +Cleanliness +Dark Humor +Coffee Dislikes -Disorganization -Unnecessary Feelings -Procrastination -Sleep -Camels Other Information: ~Smokes and drinks coffee like he breathes air. ~Monotonous in conversation, a slight pitch in voice is heard towards his voice to the tall, blonde manager, Erwin. ~Lives by himself in an apartment ten minutes walking distance from work, but can be mostly found sleeping in his office. ~Highly regarded as a distinct journalist and news reporter, dominating companies such as Business Insider and Under the Basement often wonder why he dedicates himself to an average firm, The Survery Corps Newspaper. Written by Whimsicawl •^•°•^•°•^•°•^•°•^•°•^•°•^•°•^• General Information: Name: Eren Jaeger Age: 19 Date of Birth: March 30 Position: Seke Other Medical Information: Anger management issues, teetering over insanity on occasions, doesn't go to therapy but is suggested by friends that he does. Personality: Eren can be greatly described as a reckless older teenager that occasionally acts on instinct or generally what he think's is right. Despite this, he is a tremendous hard worker, though still may not come out successful, and he has a heart bigger than his brain. When he acts on impulse, the results may get violent depending on how much fight he has on the topic. He will defend the people he loves and cares about, he will go out of his way to please others and will start to make drastic means of doing so with his love interest Levi, the co. manager of his new job. Background: At a young age, Carla Jaeger died from cancer, leaving Eren and his adopted sister, Mikasa, with their dad (to Mikasa, she would call him Uncle.) who was not so much of a dad really. Basically, the two of them grew up on their own and once out of high school, the two separated, but only to live separately. Armin is, as always, their best friend. Eren has his own apartment, paying or it with the money he's saved up from his part-time job from school and money Carla left for them. He loved jornalism and was apart of the school paper, which was exactly what he wrote on his resume for The Survey Corps Newspaper. Likes +Anything chocolate or sweet +Animals, especially dogs +Cooking +Showing off +Gorey horror movies Dislikes -Selfishness -Jean -Criminals -Being told what to do and being forced to do it -Anyone who hurts or threatens the people he cares about Other Information: ~Eren wants to get a pet dog but people say he isn't responsible enough and they'd take it away if he got one. ~The numbers 1234 are his password for nearly all of his devices ~He likes to make his own sweets. His most known candies are milk chocolate lollipops that are in different shapes and colors ~As a kid, he wasn't the brightest and he still wasn't the sharpest tool in the shed. Written by Shiro Tenshi
  10. General Information: Name: Suzaku LeGrise Nickname: Suzu, Susie, Sado, Glee, Age: 22 Date of Birth: October 1 Position: Seme Other Medical Information: Participates in weekly Alcoholics Anonymous meetings as advised by his Doctor. Personality: Has a short attention span and a wide range of interests. He takes his dreams into practical ambitions and considers his life to finish once he hits age 35. Suzaku is internally a very, angry man and his form of release is dedicated to harming others and himself, physically and mentally. The thrill to him comes in the form the motto: No pain, no gain, literally. Background: Bastard of a dysfunctional, alcoholic family. Pick pocketing became a hobby, and then a way of life since his childhood days. He's been taught to aggressively fight for what you subjectively deserve with a child's foul smile and a wiggle of his fingers. This upbringing spreads trickery, charisma and an out of the box thinking for Suzaku. He's currently suspended from college for breaking property under the influence of alcohol and so he breeds his childhood skills to live as a contemporary, ingenious con artist. With his partner, he seeks the thrill of emulating lawyers, bankers, doctors to apply for work and steal money away as he lives day to day. Likes +Reading Business and Self-Help Books +Tomatoes +People Crying - himself included +Earning Money +Origami Dislikes -The Privileged -Hippos -Obscure Art -Early Mornings -Jewelry Other Information: ~Enjoys the occasional cocktail dyed in rainbow colors. ~Frequently steals books from libraries and donates $10,000 to the public library each visit. It's a Jershey thing. ~While generally an anarchist, he's very obedient to Doctors advice. ~Used to own a pet dog, Golden Retriever, named 'Maya'
  11. [table=width: 320, align: center] [tr] [td] Pay Per View [/td] [/tr] [/table] [table=width: 250, class: outer_border, align: center] [tr] [td] Plot [/td] [/tr] [/table] [table=width: 320, align: center] [tr] [td] [/td] [/tr] [/table] [table=width: 500, class: outer_border, align: center] [tr] [td] Character Sheet [/td] [/tr] [/table] [table=width: 500, align: center] [tr] [td] [/td] [td] [/td] [/tr] [/table] Kelix body shivered, as a nearly inaudible groan escaped. Emerald green eyes clouded heavily by lust, the older man leaned forward to press his lips against the soft pair before him. After a moment he pulled away. With a shift, the brunette fell onto the bed next to the smaller figure. Sex had just ended. Sighing harshly, kicking away the covers, Kelix glanced to the blue eyes beauty. The younger male had seemed to have enjoyed himself, as well as he. Sitting upright, the green eyed man wiped away the sweat lingering amongst his face. "Damn Aiden, why do you have to leave?" The elder of the two asked, the question being rhetorical. It didn't hurt to try and persuade the other into staying. With a stretch, the twenty-eight year old stood with a grunt. He also had to ready himself for a day out. The man had to go to the mall for a variety of things. Strutting to the dresser, Lexton rummaged through to see what to wear. Once again he noticed, like always, that he didn't have enough comfortable clothing. Being a salesman caused him to buy formal clothing with forgotten intentions to buy casual. An exhale was heaved, Kelix reaching inside to pull forth a green blazer, khacki pants, and a black dress shirt.
  12. [table=width: 300, align: center] [tr] [td] The Building of Utopia [/td] [/tr] [/table] [table=width: 500, class: outer_border, align: center] [tr] [td] ▲▽Plot△▼ [/td] [/tr] [/table] [table=width: 350, align: center] [tr] [td] [/td] [/tr] [/table] [table=width: 500, class: outer_border, align: center] [tr] [td] Character Sheet [/td] [/tr] [/table] [table=width: 500, align: center] [tr] [td] [/td] [td] [/td] [/tr] [/table] The tapping of heels against the tiled floor was all that filled the silence between the patients. The city had just adopted a procedure of having all residents to take a weekly dosage of medicine. The substance was said to be able to sterilize all bacteria or virus; therefore not to spread the common cold through any sexual transmitted diseases. The scientists have said to worked on the injection for years now. Even before the build of Utopia. A miracle was what it was. Grey orbs scanned the area with caution. Sadao was not liking the idea. Such a injection, to him, seemed fatal. He had never thought that such a cure would come for yet another eternity. Sure he could feel more patients tense as well, albeit neither doubted any of what was happening. At least that was the way it seemed. Tadashi did, however, hear others outside the facility discussing their disapproval, and fear. Some even going as far as refusing the free offer. Could it really be a place of purity, if many went against such a marvel accomplishment. --Tsk...what absurdity. Here I am being hypocritical when I too do not wish to take such a substance. Isn't life filled with colds and diseases. For some to die as an infected whore, while even an innocent is dying of the same cause. Life isn't meant for such a city, but...this is genius. I suppose I shouldn't be too surprised. We humans are here after all. A smirk formed over the teen's lips as a light voice called out his name. Standing with a stretch, the brunette yawned and sluggishly dragged himself to a room to receive his first dosage.
  13. Teesie

    •Cursed Mankind•

    CurSEd MankIND PLOT:
  14. Teesie

    Ignorance Isn't Bliss

    IgnoranceIsn'tBliss Plot Character ~Ignorance Isn't Bliss~ Isaan stood in the tunnel looking to his twin that was now splayed across the floor. The shadow had surely taken his kill that he had wanted for the longest. It was a chill that spiraled through his body. There was something about the shadow that didn't seem quite right, although maybe it was because the m was evil, in Isaan's eyes. The white haired teen was sure that the unknown entity was surelly partners with no one. So Isaan knew he would have to fight the bastard either way. "Dammit, an' who tha' fuck are you? I've been waiting' my whole life to kill 'em." Pointing his finger toward his dying twin. Now it was all ruined by someone he knew nothing about. "Who are you anyways?" He asked, narrowing his eyes. The Realm Official knew nothing of the one standing in front of him. If it was something that the officials had released, Isaan would be one of the first to know; seeing as he was a part of the group. Arish stood in the back looking to the new found enemy. The thing had just caused harm to Ruune and the kid was for sure dying. Glancing to his lover, Jackal B., he frowned slightly before talking. "We have to do something Erin. We can't just have Ruu die." The dark haired male announced, pursing his lips slightly.
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