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About Ayakashiu

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    Up in the air


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    a LOT of things..beware if you ask me about them, I might not stop talking.. D:


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    Wearing a white coat and look like I know what I'm doing :3


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  1. Girl, I was about to send you a PM after ages and after much debate on what to write I got 'Ayakashiu has exceeded their stored private messages quota and cannot accept further messages until they clear some space.' hahahha. So I'm left with no other option but to tell you here. ;D

  2. For my hobby, I really want to write a novel. A complete one. But I suck with writing and all the stuff like that. I really want something taken from my experience be written in books lol. I've got some drama in my life haha. Regarding Miyo, I feel ashamed with him. I was so busy that I didnt get to contact him when he came here. Poor Miyo was expecting me to help him out with the ticket stuff which I promised I would but I forgot about it and just saw his DM when its too late. I wish I can apologize properly.


    Anyway, I'm single AF, broke AF, lonely AF... Thai Drama makes me happy though hahaah. Somehow I'm having wild fantasy of going to thailand settling there and finding my own thai guy hahah. Or maybe Korea... gonna start looking for my personal Oppa. <3

  3. About the team, it didn't last long. It was all good in the beginning, we were happy with whatever we do. But no one really want freshies like us. Even if we submit awesome portfolio we dun have connections and most big companies have inhouse designers or has contact of full pledged veteran studios. So We all left to join some of that big fishes, except me since I returned to school, well... a vocational school for design. A small scale at that. I want to learn more and make a printing business by myself. I think I can be happy with a small scale business like that since I can call it my own lol.


    When your child is bigger, u can let him join you with your hobbies. Maybe some painting or cooking. That mother child bonding will be precious.

  4. Heyya Aya, it's been ages. Oh wow, you've got a baby boy now! How time really flies. I hope your family is safe from the ongoing virus. My situation over here is manageable though scary. I'm just holed up in my room self studying some stuff and watching drama whenever I feel like it lol. How about you? It's been so long I forgot where u from OTL... was it Slovenia? Sorry if I got it wrong lmao, but yeah it's in europe right? I heard situation there is alarming. Be safe Aya. I'm not too worried about u since ur somehow in medical field and hopefully things will go for better for us soon.



    You don't have to do pole dancing now, maybe it's harder since you've got a kid to take care of now. Aren't there safer alternatives? Ohh.. I go to gym nowadays too.. So I always think you're amazing for being passionate about workouts xD I hate Burpees. But my coach has cute bum and his burpee is so cute. so yeah, i'm in love and hate relationship with burpees lol.

  5. Congrats on the new family member! Doing good XD

  6. I actually have a baby boy now, so I'm trying to build enough muscle to be able to pole dance again. I'm so pathetic now, can't even lift my butt up that damn pole. XDDD But I'll get there. :3 I finally picked up running again and it feels really good. :o

    Yeah I have a lot of hobbies but no time for them.. T^T Babies are so much work! I still try to be active with firefighters, at least a little. And I can read manga or books on my phone while I breastfeed so that's something. XD So what do you do as a hobby now? I hope you don't just work. -_-

    Oh Miyo went there? I actually need to write to that kid, we haven't spoken in ages! Well, guess he's not a kid anymore. ;D

  7. Teeeet! Whoa that's a long VM. XD No need to apologize as you can see, I'm no better at replying. XD I always miss new VMs, so I check them from time to time and only them I realize I have a new one. ^^"

    Damn dude, please be careful! I can't imagine how it must feel when you get a scare like that. :/ But I'm really happy the test came back negative!! You can be naghty, just be smart about it. ;D

    That sounds pretty amazing, even if you are small. I believe in you and that with hard work, you can get bigger and take on bigger projects. :D What kind of stuff do you do?

    Well being straight doesn't guarantee lasting relationships. I know a lot of coupes who are together for quite a few years but are still breaking up or getting divorced. It's hard to find that special someone, I imagine even harder when there aren't as many availiable partners.. :(

  8. Heeey! Wow it's really been long! I don't check my VMs...obviously. ^^" So I'm sorry for a late reply. Things have been ok. We have a new family member now and he keeps us really busy. ;D How about you?

  9. Its been so long since I have heard from you! How have things been with you?

  10. >>> I bet their not enough to be called hobby. But College really ruined .. or changed for a better term a lot of what I do. I loved playing pokemon go. But because of college I forgot about it and I soon lost interest a year or so when i remembered I had it installed lmao.

    >>> Korean healthcare products... well, some shit that got famous here. it really works on getting your skin smooth and white but if you discontinue you'll get hugeass pimples. I stopped it. I feel like a good amount of soap and water is still the best.


    And how about you??? you have so much to tell too!! I actually missed Sai coming here in my country. I feel guilty about it but I wasn't the person he was meeting. I hope he had fun.

  11. >>> you have to be more careful with poles! You still do it now? I think I knew someone that fell not from a pole but from cheerleading. She fell and her face hit the ground and had blood pouring form her nose. that was scary. I hope you don't experience that!

    >>> College community, well. It was so and so. I'm not sure why I didn't out myself in college. But that barrier had me pretending the whole time and I got really sick of pretending to like this and that. In the end I distanced myself from acquaintances. But there were some genuine friends. I told them about myself. They pretty much accepted me and treated me no differently. Although they tease me "Gey" in our chats. They were also the ones who supported me on my hiv scare.

    >>> :o it's been years now, how was your ride? I bet it was a fun~ or are you still riding???

    >>> Hobbies~ I threw them all away. I even forgot to read yaoi manga til now. I love to laze but I feel like I'd suffer a consequence for being lazy.

  12. I'm now working freelance with the college friends I met. We're like this little team that do stuff together but since we're nothing established and we're pretty small. We do all sorts of staff ourselves and we may not be getting much money from all the efforts we do, it's still fun tho. But on days like today when there's nothing to do, I feel like I need to do something. and this free time I used to enjoy a lot scares me a little.


    What else~


    Yeah, I got a boyfriend but it didn't last long. I feel like it's a norm here to not have a lasting relationship. Although I'm probably at fault too for not really trying harder. Sometimes I actually wish I'm straight as my dick so I'll have better chances in love. But I know better that I'm not and I don't wanna hurt anyone by pretending.


    And yeah, I'm sorry for not replying for a long time. It scares me how time flies so fast. I remember you were still working intern on a pharmacy and I was preparing for college back then.

  13. Hello Aya! Uhh, so sorry mroe than ayear has passed and I haven't even managed to reply. A lot went on, college went busier and before I knew it it's 2019. I'm so shocked to see this last message was sent on 2017. It felt like I read this late last year. There's so much that happened too~


    I got an HIV scare~ the second time around. Now I'm really traumatized by it. I felt like being lose down there got me punished. Anyway it was a scare. I got tested negative. I actually had rashes because I was using a fake branded lotion that affected my skin. it was a gift to me so I didn't know better. and on top of that I got a cold and shit, all came together and I researched the internet and it all went to aids (my nightlife wasn't helpful too)

  14. There are some days that depression is too damn tiring to battle. I'm so over being this broken nachan. Idk what to do anymore

  15. Gakthar couldn’t believe this is happening. There was a boy standing in front of him; a very pretty boy, he couldn’t deny that, but still a boy. His people would laugh at him and mock him, if the word got out. The warlord couldn’t allow that. It was the people who choose him for their leader and the people could choose someone else, if they decide so. “How can you say that the treaty hasn’t been broken?! I need a wife who can give me a child. What use could I possibly have with a boy? Even if you’re a healer, I did not agree to marry you because of that.” He paced around the room, trying to think of a solution to this, but then he suddenly stopped and looked at his spouse. “So, why shouldn’t I just kill you for your insult? What will you do for me to not break the treaty?”
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