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I was wonderin if you would ever think about putting a chat room on the site....like so it would be easier for a bunch us to talk together and chat :hamtaro-005 (6):

Original name: Interval Manga ALT. names: インターバル, 愛你的距離 Written by: ITSUKI Kaname Drawn by: ITSUKI Kaname Original run: 2008 Description: Track team member Kashiwagi Ayumu has put aside his secret feelings for his classmate, Shinohara Takahito. One day, his track club senpai, Sawatari Atsushi, realizes Ayumu’s feelings, and embraces Ayumu against his will in attempt to cure his own boredom. Sawatari seems cold hearted, but suddenly reveals a tenderness to the resisting Ayumu, but…?! Manga-type: Manga Published by: Taiyou Tosho Group(s) Scanlating: Blissful Sin Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama, School Life, Sports Categories: Jealous Lover, Rape, Unrequited Love Main Characters: Kashiwagi Ayumu, Shinohara Takahito. Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Mitsuiro Pancake, Sono Kuchibiru ni Yoru no Tsuyu, Ijiwaru na Kuchibiru, Kowarekake no Omocha Read Interval Online: Interval Download Interval Manga Manga is licensed by DMG.

Title: The Judged - Sabakereshi Mono Author/artist: Honma Akira Genre: Drama, Yaoi Groups scanlating: Beautiful Soup Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Year: 2003 Plot: Public prosecutor Kyou Sugiura is pursing an investigation of government corruption involving a young parliamentarian named Tatsuki Toudou. The meeting between the two ambitious young men results in an unintended consequence that neither had been prepared for. In this stand off between the enforcer and the law maker, there is a past that binds them together. And it is the strength or weakness of this past that will determine the outcome of their duel. This volume contains the complete works of “The Judged” and “Spring Haze,” a short story involving Toudou’s assistant and ex-lover, “Hachiko”. Read The Judged Online: The Judged Download The Judged Manga: Download Mirror link: Sendspace For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Yeah this reads like a good idea for most of us here. I'm all for it if this gets to be launched. I'm sure a lot of people would enjoy this and would be a great venue for a lot of people to get closer and know each other better. However, some strict ground rules needs to be implemented and followed by the members that way to avoid conflicts and unnecessary troubles in the chat room. Because it's all fun and games until someone gets hurt pretty bad. No bashing of personal favorites. Avoid sensitive topics like religion and politics. No character assassinations. No hurtful name calling/cussing of members. No cyber bullying. Anyone who breaks these rules are given warnings and penalties should be enforced.

Title:Comedy Evolves By Love Original name: 喜劇は恋で進化する Manga ALT. names: Comedy Evolves By Love; Kigeki wa Koi de Shinka Suru Original run: 2007 Description: Hane Hajime, who spends his life lazing around and being dependent on others, is twenty-two years old. One day, having lost his way, he wakes up in a blood-stained bed, with the lower half of his body in full view and his rear end stinging-not surprisingly because he’s serviced a pair of twins! The curtain rises on completely innocent Hane’s new lifestyle as it starts to head for trouble. While he’s taken aback by unique adults, he finds kindness... or perhaps it’s love. Manga-type: Manga Written by: Aniya Yuiji Drawn by: Aniya Yuiji Published by: Tokyo Mangasha Group(s) Scanlating: Nakama Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Yaoi Categories: Incest, Drama Main Characters: Hane Adaptations available: x Recommendations: Hetalia dj - Futamayu!!, Nanadome no Gomenne Read Comedy Evolves by Love Online Comedy Evolves by Love •°New Link:°• Download Comedy Evolves By Love Manga Comedy Evolves By Love Download link for non-members note: When saving the file add extension .rar to the file name, so it will be downloaded as rar c: For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Shisei No Otoko Manga ALT. names: 刺青之男; Men of Tattoos; Men of Tattoos-Shisei no Otoko Original run: 2008 Description: Three men bearing tattoos are Peony Katagi, Buttercup Mutou, and Mad Shark Nogami. They are all involved in some way with mystery man Kubota. Is there salvation for these men who live on the underside of society? In the final part of the tattoo series, "Everyone's Song," forty-two pages drawn specifically for the occasion, all the stories come to a conclusion. Two extra stories are included in this collection. In ‘Spring Love’, the object of a man's one-sided love turns into a vengeful spirit every night and visits him. "Dream's Guidance" has also been added to this special collection. Manga-type: Manga Written by: Aniya Yuiji Drawn by: Aniya Yuiji Published by: Akaneshinsha Group(s) Scanlating: Nakama Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Yaoi,Drama,Mature Categories: Rape, BDSM, Angst, Age-gap, Yauza Main Characters: Peony Katagi, Buttercup Mutou,Kubota,Mad Shark Nogami Adaptations available: x Recommendations: Trigger Read Shisei No Otoko Online: Shisei No Otoko Download Shisei No Otoko Manga: @Japanese RAW @English This manga has been licensed by Juné

Title: Amai Jouken Manga ALT. names: 甘い条件 甜蜜的承諾 甜蜜的條件 Sweet Promise (HYUUGA Seiryou) Original run: 2009 Description: A sexy and cool French restaurant boss, Sonobe Munekazu, suddenly appeared in front of Hisaya and took him home after saving Hisaya from his violent ex-lover. Hisaya started working in the restaurant later while staying together with boss. Love sparks flew and jealousy arose when the boss’s friend, Nagamori Kyou, appeared. Hisaya began to doubt himself and the boss. Was there a real reason for the boss to pick up a total stranger? Manga-type: Manga Written by: Hyuuga Seiryou Group(s) Scanlating: Attractive Fascinante Status: Complete Genres: Drama Romance Yaoi Categories: Heir Main Characters: Sonobe Munekazu, Hisaya Recommendations: Tenshi no Agent Download Amai Jouken Manga: Link removed because the scanlation group doesn't allow their projects to be shared on any site. Read Amai Jouken Online Amai Jouken

Title: Neither Fish Nor Flesh (prequel to La Vita E Rosa) Circle: GD Mechano Fandom: Devil May Cry Pairing: Dante x Vergil Author/artist: Izumi Yakumo Genre: Drama, Yaoi Rating: R-18 Warnings: Twincest, spoilers Groups scanlating: Futarikiri Year: 2005 Download link -- Title: La Vita E Rosa (sequel to Neither Fish Nor Flesh) Circle: GD Mechano Fandom: Devil May Cry Pairing: Dante x Vergil, Vergil x Dante (reversible) Author/artist: Izumi Yakumo Genre: Drama, Mature, Tragedy, Yaoi Rating: R-18 Warnings: Twincest, spoilers, violence, rape Groups scanlating:Shini and Yukitosan Year: 2005 Download link For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Even better that just incest is twincest *.* My favorite, by far, is Dante ♥ Vergil, from Devil May Cry. I love them, love them, LOVE them.

Ok guys... if you want a chat room, so be it! I'm gonna take care of it in the next days and hope it will be available asap And, yeah, of course it will have rules and those who break them will receive warnings Thanks for the suggestion!

Title : Hatsu-koi, First Love Year: 2007 Country : Japan Language : Japanese Subtitle(s) : English Genre : Drama | Romance | Crime | Gay Themed Plot/Synopsis: Tadashi has fallen in love with his classmate, Kota, and doesn't dare to tell anyone. This destroys all hope he ever had of getting together with Kota. Thoroughly depressed, Tadashi meets a gay couple on the train. Hiroki and Shinji are fascinating... In Hatsu-Koi, director Imaizumi Koichi tells a story about coming of age, coming out and a gay marriage that is sprinkled with both love and comedy, at the centre of which is a teenager who doesn't yet know what he wants. Watch Hatsu-koi BL Movie Online: Hatsu-koi BL Movie Download Hatsu-koi BL Movie: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Join the files with HJSplit For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Still Got The Blues - Oitekebori Blues Author/artist: Yukimura Genre: Comedy, Drama, Mature, Yaoi Groups scanlating: Nakama Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Year: 2009 Plot: Kuniyoshi is high-strung and ambitious. Hirayama... is not. They worked together until Hirayama suddenly quit. That's when Kuniyoshi realized how much Hirayama meant to him. But it's always Kuniyoshi pushing their relationship and he doesn't know what Hirayama really thinks. Read Still Got The Blues Online: Still Got The Blues Download: New download Link For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Alternative Titles: A Touch of Fever; Hatachi No Binetsu; 二十才の微熱; The Slight Fever of a Twenty Year Old Director: Ryosuke Hashiguchi Country: Japan Year: 1993 Running Time: 114 minutes Plot Summary: Yoshihiko and Masashi play Tatsuru and Shinichiro, respectively, both young male hustlers in Japan. The older one, Tatsuru, disconnects himself from his emotions in order to perform his job. The younger Shinichiro, meanwhile, grows uncomfortable with the work once he has fallen in love with Tatsuru. After Shinichiro gets thrown out of his parents' house, he stays at Tatsuru's apartment, and their once casual relationship awkwardly develops into something else. Download A Touch of Fever Movie: Download Link For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

YAY! incest wooooo! lolz lets talks favorite yaoi incest couples! mines ItaSasu XD

Original name: Tonari no Kare Manga ALT. names: 隣の彼, Next Door Boyfriend, The Boyfriend Next Door Original run: 2007 Description: Matsuda moves to Tokyo to experience a student's life for the first time. Already, on the first day he meets his neighbour, who lives with a small girl who calls him Yo-chan. Why are they living together and where's the mother of the little girl, and also why is Matsuda so interested in their affairs... Manga-type: Manga Written by: Kinoshita Keiko Drawn by: Kinoshita Keiko Published by: Taiyohtosho Group(s) Scanlating: Wasurenagusa Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Slice of Life, Yaoi Categories: Age-gap, Shounen Ai Main Characters: Matsuda,Yo-chan Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Mizu Numuru, Kozure Ookami Read Tonari no Kare online Tonari No Kare Downlaod Tonari no Kare Manga: New Download Link For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Kimi ga Inakeriya Iki mo Dekinai Manga ALT. names: きみがいなけりゃ息もできない, Breathing Isn't Even Possible Without You, I Can't Even Breathe Without You, Kimi ga Inakerya Ikimo Dekinai Original run: 2003 Description: Lazy, deadbeat manga author, Niki (pen name: Kaoruko Goutokuji), finally caught his big break! Except for one problem: his almost supernatural inability to do just about anything! But with a hot, elite business man, Shoji Tatsuhiko, as his childhood friend who constantly looks out for him, who can blame him? Manga-type: Manga Written by: EDA Yuuri Drawn by: ENJIN Yamimaru Published by: Biblos (2005), Libre Shuppan (2007) Group(s) Scanlating: Dangerous Pleasure Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama, Romance, Yaoi Categories: Heir (Elite businessman), Angst Main Characters: Kaoruko, Shoji Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: A Place in the Sun, Soshite Tsuzuki ga Aru no Nara, Yasashii Kankei Read I Can't Even Breathe Without You Online I Can't Even Breathe Without You Download I Can't Even Breathe Without You Manga: LINK For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title : End Of Love Year: 2009 Cast: Chi-Kin Lee, Guthrie Yip Summary: Boyishly cute Ming is a 22-year-old Hong Kong male prostitute whose party-boy ways land him in a Christian reformatory camp. As the story unfolds recalling his relationship with his boyfriend and his ex-roommate sharing both drugs and clients with the latter Ming falls for Keung, a handsome, former drug addict who has been assigned as his sponsor. When Ming and Keung each return to the outside world, they face an uncertain future both sexually and emotionally and will need to rely on each other to weather any storm on the horizon. End of Love abandons the usual themes of identity and coming out which are often characteristic of gay Asian cinema and presents a mature, involving and quite entertaining look at what its like to be young and gay in modern-day Hong Kong. Watch End of Love BL Movie Online: End of Love Download End of Love BL Movie: Mediafire For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Lady: Why do you like me..? Why do you love me? Man : I can't tell the reason. But I really like you... Lady : You can't even tell me the reason... how can you say you like me? How can you say you love me? Man : I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you. Lady : Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you! Man : Ok..ok!!! Erm... because you are beautiful, because your voice is sweet, because you are caring, because you are loving, because you are thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movements. The lady felt very satisfied with the man's answer. ******** Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and went into the coma stage. The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content: Darling, Because of your sweet voice that I love you...Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you. Because of your care and concern that I like you...Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you. Because of your smile, because of your every movement that I love you...Now can you smile? Now can you move? No, therefore, I cannot love you. If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore. Does love need a reason? NO! Therefore, I still love you...And love doesn't need a reason With love always, Forever yours. ******* Relationships are hard to handle......might even seem impossible at times. There will be many fights and many quarrels, many disagreements and many tears..... The easiest thing would be to give up. But if we spent half the energy we use in fighting with each other, and spend that energy in fighting to keep the relationship strong, then that is love…… Remember, in a relationship, giving up is not the solution Disagreements, fights and quarrels will always be there. But you must always fight harder to stay together. Some fights are truly worth fighting! :8onion5::8onion5::8onion5::cuteonion26::cuteonion26:

Title: Suki Mo Kirai Mo Jikangai - Love And Hate Are Both Overtime Author/artist: Marita Yuzu Genre: Yaoi Year: 2009 Read Online: SUKI MO KIRAI MO JIKANGAI Download Suki Mo Kirai Mo Jikangai: EDIT: Link removed because the scanlation group doesn't allow their projects to be shared on any site.

Title: Beautiful boxer/Fighting beauty Genre: Gender Bender Year: 2004 Based on a true story Synopsis: Inspired by a true story, this drama from Thailand tells the story of Nong Toom (Asanee Suwan), who was born in a small community where his family struggled with poverty, and Nong Toom himself was the target of bullies who made fun of his delicate nature. From his early childhood, Nong Toom felt more like a girl than a boy, and when he encounters a transsexual for the first time, he comes to the realization that he also is a woman trapped in a man's body. While Nong Toom is not by his nature aggressive, one day he is forced to fight a bully to defend one of his friends, and he discovers he has a natural talent for kickboxing... Watch Beautiful Boxer BL Movie Online: Beautiful Boxer Download Beautiful Boxer Movie This movie is one of my favorites, it's so beautiful! Enjoy! For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Heavenly Touch Year: 2009 Country: Philippines Genre: Drama Duration: 90 min Director: Joel Lamangan Summary: Nursing student Rodel (Paolo Serrano) supports his schooling by working nightly as a masseur at the Heavenly Touch Spa. When he discovers that Jonard (Joash Balejado), a former classmate for whom he has secret romantic feelings, is in need of a job, Rodel teaches him basic massage skills and brings him to the spa. Immediately, the reluctant Jonard discovers that, contrary to its name, the spa is a hellish place ruled by a vicious ex-cop Sir Tong (Jeffrey Santos). The jolly and maternal spa manager, Mama Orange (Jim Pebanco), makes up for the owners cruelty even as he treats Sir Tong with abject devotion. Sir Tong has a fair-haired boy among the masseurs, Biboy (Marco Morales), his trusted lieutenant in his illegal drug business. Biboy takes a liking to Jonard, much to Rodel's distaste. Soon, Rodel's affections for Jonard can no longer be denied. Jonard finds financial relief in dispensing massage and extra service to his *** clients. Suddenly, there's hope for his fight against the impending foreclosure on his family's home. Rodel also eagerly contributes his own earnings to the cause, especially the tidy sums he receives from a very generous home-service client, the lovely Shiela (Gwen Garci). Amidst the spa's oppressive state of affairs and Jonard's bleak domestic situation, romance blooms between him and Rodel. But Shiela and Rodel were caught in flagrante delicto by her politician benefactor. With Rodel, sidelined by his injuries, Jonard has no one to turn to when his financial problem escalates. Jonard succumbs to Biboy's overtures, setting off a series of events that culminates in a violent confrontation between Sir Tong and Rodel, with the masseurs. Watch Heavenly Touch BL Movie Online: Heavenly Touch Download Heavenly Touch BL Movie: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Hitorijime Theory Manga ALT. names: ひとり占めセオリー, Regeln der Liebe (German), Theory of Monopoly Original run: 2006 Description: 1) Hitorijime Theory (Theory of Monopoly) Sakura and Tachihana have been sharing an apartment and the only bed (platonically) for the past two years. Now as graduation day approaches, is it time for Tachihana to move out? Is there some miscommunication going on? Why have they lived together for 2 years? Will they work it out before Tachihana moves and they never see each other again? 2) Koi Ochi Rule (Rules of Falling in Love) Wakamiya has liked Takao's face for the past 3 years. Now an assistant sensei has come to their college whose face Wakamiya also likes. Sensei shares a love of sweets with Wakamiya, but when he invites them both to his office, it might be Takao he really wants to see. How does Takao feel about all this? 3) Mitsugetsu Rule (Rules of Engagement) Continuation of the couple from chapter two. 4) Special Extra School scenes of couples 1, 2, and the sensei. 5) Hokorobu no wa Dare no Tame (Smile for You) Businessman Hirose is always being helped by his coworker, Nagakura. Nagakura even ties his tie for him! Where is all this closeness leading? 6) Osewa ni Natte Orimasu (Thank You for Taking Care of Me) Miyoshi is spoiled by his lover and coworker Matsunaga. Miyoshi is always venting his frustrations on Matsunaga, but will he go too far? Manga-type: Manga Written by: KITAKAMI Ren Drawn by: KITAKAMI Ren Published by: Magazine Be x Boy (Libre Shuppan) Group(s) Scanlating: Attractive Fascinante Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Genres: School Life Categories: Megane, Co-workers Main Characters: Tachihana, Sakura Adaptation based on available: N/A Related Series: Michizure Policy (Spin-Off) Recommendations: Gravity Eyes, Usotsuki wa Shinshi no Hajimari, Paradise Baby, Kare no Barairo no Jinsei Read Hitorijime Theory Online Hitorijime Theory ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Download link removed by scanlator's request

i like Yoseob... and Hong ki omg they soooo cute

I'm not comfortable with those kind of people but we have what we called respect, even though we don't understand their language we should respect it .. that's my opinion

Title: In My Life Country: Philippines Director: Olivia Lamasan Subtitles: English Year: 2009 Duration: 122 min Summary: “It’s about how you live your life as a son, as a woman, as a man, that you are able to survive as long as you know how to respect, love, and understand. That’s the true story of In My Life. It’s not just focused on the love between gays” (Vilma Santos-Recto) Watch In My Life Online: In My Life Download In My Life Movie: In My Life (2009) (with English subs) Mirror Links (MF link containing the torrent file): In My Life (2009) In My Life Eng Subs (for those who already have the movie, else download the torrent above) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Stigma I Manga ALT. names: N/A Original run: 2000 Description: Stork, the man with no memories, and Tit, the boy with no home, travel across the grim world where the sky is grey and the birds are believed extinct. They have met accidentally and continued together, both searching. Stork searches for his past and Tit searches for a bird. They are followed by the dark mysterious man, who may have relation to Stork's past. Manga-type: Manga Written by: Minekura Kazuya Drawn by: Minekura Kazuya Published by: Shinshokan Group(s) Scanlating: Obsession Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Adventure, Drama, Tragedy, Shounen-ai Categories: Psychological Main Characters: Stork, Tit Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Non Tea Room Download Stigma I Manga: Download [thanks to mangotango] For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Formula 17 Country: Taiwan Language: Mandarin, Cantonese Subtitles: English Genre: Comedy, Romance Synopsis: Naive countryman Chou T'ien-Tsai goes to Taipei to meet an internet friend face-to-face. Being a romantic, and believing in 'true love' (he even has a book called Love Is A Kind Of Faith), he is sorely disappointed when his friend suggests they have sex with no love. T'ien instead goes to a bar and runs into his ex-classmate Yu, and in the process meets the 'Number One Playboy' Bai Tie Nan, who is notorious for one night stands. T'ien very quickly develops a liking towards Bai. After the night at the bar and becoming roommates to Yu, T'ien gets a job as a pool attendant, and has a lot of run-ins with Bai, who seems to like T'ien mutually. Scenes with Bai and his psychologist show that Bai has a problem kissing people. After advice to practice kissing a mirror, and then a dummy (both of which fail to help him), he resorts to trying to kiss his longtime friend, but can't bring himself to do it. One night, T'ien shows up at Bai's doorstep and they end up having sex consensually. True to his nature, Bai disappears the next day, leaving his friend to turn up at his house and explain that 'he hopes you don't misunderstand'. T'ien is very hurt, and not knowing the entire story about Bai's intimacy issues he leaves a message that 'this kind of misunderstanding won't happen again'. T'ien prepares to leave his roommate's dwelling and return to his own home. In the meantime, T'ien's friends corner Bai, who admits that he hurt the person he loves. After a silent prayer for a second chance, he sees T'ien heading up an escalator. His first attempt to apologise fails, and T'ien literally runs away. He nearly gets run down by a scooter, but Bai intercepts and they make up. The ending credits also include a short segment on the three supporting cast and their somewhat stereotyped views upon gay fashion. Download Formula 17 Movie: Formula 17 Watch Formula 17 Movie Online: Formula 17 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Last Client Author/artist: Takashima Kazusa Genre: Action, Drama, Yaoi Warnings: Abuse Groups scanlating: Nakama and Shin-ran Status: 7 Chapters (Hiatus) Year: 2002 Description: The story is about a young male prostitute named Aya and a former assassin named Chris. Aya's father murdered his mother in front of him, then forced him into prostitution. Since that time, he has always been looking for a way to inflict his revenge. Chris is just that method. After Chris saves Aya from his pimp, they form a fairly deep friendship, and Chris decides to make Aya his Last Client. Read Last Client Online: Last Client Download Last Client Manga: Download link For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Alternative Title: No way out Year: 2008 Country: Phillippines Language: Filipino Genre: Drama Director : Joel Lamangan Duration: 97 min Synopsis: A fisherman from a small provincial town leaves his wife and travels to Manila to find his jilted gay lover. There, he finds him in the underground gay scene, caught up in the machinations of a corrupt police officer involved in sex slavery. Download Walang Kawala Movie *subs are included* For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Koibito wa Hatsujouki, 恋人は発情期, My Lover in Heat Mangaka: Kamon Saeko Status: Completed (7 oneshots) Summary: Kiyoharu, friendless and without a family, owns a single dog, Jirou. The dog, which miraculously turned into a human six months ago, went into heat and ravaged his master~ "Jiro, I love you very much - but it troubles me to have you make love to me so deeply." As Kiyoharu becomes deeply troubled, Jirou goes into heat yet again! Read My Lover in Heat Online: My Lover in Heat Download My Lover in Heat Manga: Mediafire (complete) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Bishonen Country: Hong Kong Language: Cantonese Subtitle: English Genre: Romance, Drama Synopsis: Jet (Stephen Fung) is a handsome gay hustler whose sex appeal seems to know no bounds. Everyone wants to make love to him, but he is in love with no one but himself. Things change drastically when he notices what seems like a young couple in a shop, Sam (Daniel Wu) and Kana (Shu Qi). At first sight, he falls in love with Sam and begins following the two around. Jet's friend Ching, who is also a hustler, runs a personal in a gay magazine for Jet, imploring Sam to contact Jet. At first, Jet is angry with Ching for not asking him, but his wrath subsides quickly when indeed he meets Sam again in what seems like a chance encounter, but actually is an outcome of the personal. Sam turns out to be a police officer and Jet starts to befriend Sam, hoping this will turn into a relationship. But Sam does not seem to notice Jet's intentions towards him. Unbeknownst to Jet, Sam had a homosexual affair with pop star K.S.(Terence Yin) five years earlier. At the same time, Ching had been in unrequited love with Sam (then calling himself Fai) when the two were still office workers. Ching comes to his apartment shared with Jet when Jet and Sam are there, instantly recognizes Sam as Fai and is furious with Jet for stealing his beloved. YouTube Movie Trailer Download Bishonen Movie Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: EVIL LOVA Author/artist: Fujino Akitsugu Circle: Inugata Summit Fandom: Togainu No Chi Pairing: Shiki x Akira Genre: Yaoi Rating: R-18 Groups scanlating: Blissful Sin Year: 2007 Download link For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Cruel Restraint Author/artist: Inose Circle: HariganeColse Fandom: Togainu No Chi Pairing: Shiki x Akira Genre: Yaoi Rating: R-18 Warnings: BDSM, Non-con, Violence Groups scanlating: Blissful Sin Year: 2007 Download link For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

i found this too at facebook application and i try it...then the result is as usual ekekeke i was happy about it..so shared it in here..so u can do this too...

In Absolute Obedience, you control Louise and Kia through a set of six missions each, with a possible grade of "A" through "C" or "D" in each. "A" and "B" are successful grades; "C" and "D" are failures. To activate the two secret missions at the end of the game, you must score an "A" rating on all twelve missions in one saved game. In order to collect all the CGs, events, and ranks in the game, you will need to have multiple saved games, as you will have to play each mission a minimum of three times in order to get each rating. Following each possible dialogue path will get you everything, but you will still need to start the game over multiple times. Several missions expire upon completion of a certain number of other missions or specific other missions, and Kia's second mission, "The Selfish Prince's Holiday," won't be available until two other missions have been completed. Therefore, in order to complete all missions and unlock the secret missions for Louise and Kia, you have to do the missions in a certain order. One order in which it is possible to complete the game successfully is: L4, K6, K2, K3, K5, L5, K1, L6, K4, L1, L3, L2 However, "D" results are not achievable with this order; you will have to start new games in order to get them. Be careful not to save over your "A" game. Also be careful to save after you receive the secret missions so that you can go back to them later if you want to without replaying. Generally, to get the "D" ending for a particular case, you will need to play it first; start a new game especially for it. However, to make the "D" ending for K2 available, you must start a new game, then get the "D" endings for K1 and L1. Louise's Missions L1: The Betrayer's Retribution Louise vs. Lawless Streich To activate "D" ending, L1 must be one of the first missions played If the D ending is not possible, the storyline will default to "C" Follow his line of sight>[i want to learn]>"D" ending Follow his line of sight>[Jump his bones]>"C" ending Call out to Lawless>Jump his bones>Go to my father>"C" ending Call out to Lawless>Jump his bones>Go to my mother>"C" ending Call out to Lawless>I want to learn>Go to my mother's>Ask someone> "C" ending Call out to Lawless>I want to learn>Go to my mother's>Go look>"C" ending Call out to Lawless>I want to learn>Go to my father's>Check the boarding house> Am I useless to you>"C" ending Call out to Lawless>I want to learn>Go to my father's>Check the boarding house>Are you going to Michard>"B" ending Call out to Lawless>I want to learn>Go to my father's>Investigate>Am I useless to you>"C" ending Call out to Lawless>I want to learn>Go to my father's>Investigate>Are you going to Michard>"A" ending L2: For My Beloved Spy Louise vs. Zhores Barsoukova To activate "D" ending, L2 must be one of the first missions played If the D ending is not possible, the storyline will default to "C" Feign ignorance>[Call Reiner secretly]> "C" ending Feign ignorance>[Call Reiner openly]> "D" ending Make him think you know his true identity>Have fun together>take a taxi> "C" ending Make him think you know his true identity>Have fun together>take my own car> "C" ending Make him think you know his true identity>Call Reiner>take my own car>take a shower first>"C" ending Make him think you know his true identity>Call Reiner>take my own car>take him now>"C" ending Make him think you know his true identity>Call Reiner>take a taxi>kiss him>go to the staff room>"C" ending Make him think you know his true identity>Call Reiner>take a taxi>kiss him>go to Zhores' apartment> "B" ending Make him think you know his true identity>Call Reiner>take a taxi>rip off his clothes>go to the staff room>"C" ending Make him think you know his true identity>Call Reiner>take a taxi>rip off his clothes>go to Zhores' apartment>"A" ending L3: The High Class Prostitute's Prank Louise vs. Werner Herzog To activate "D" ending, L3 must be one of the first missions played If the D ending is not possible, the storyline will default to "A" Ambush him>Sigh meaningfully>"C" ending Ambush him>Smile knowingly> "C" ending Use invitation>Take his hand>Exchange looks> "C" ending Use invitation>Take his hand>Force your way in>"C" ending Use invitation>Look at him>have the employee announce>one night stand>"C" ending Use invitation>Look at him>have the employee announce>get drunk>"C" ending Use invitation>Look at him>Just go in>Head into town>"B" ending Use invitation>Look at him>Just go in>Follow your mother>[kiss him]"D" ending Use invitation>Look at him>Just go in>Follow your mother>[invite him to a hotel]"A" ending L4: The Man Driven Mad By an Angel Louise vs. Anel Metzelder Approach as a friend>Make him wait>"C" ending Approach as a friend>Let him come>"C" ending Approach as private tutor>Make Anel come>Forgive>"B" ending Approach as private tutor>Make Anel come>Berate>"B" ending Approach as private tutor>Go all the way>Forgive>"B" ending Approach as private tutor>Go all the way>Berate>"A" ending L5: The Maiden's Wish Louise vs. Ferdinand Marienfield Meet him by accident>Go somewhere new>"C" ending Meet him by accident>Let Fate decide>"C" ending Visit his mansion officially>Turn right>Take a bath together>"B" ending Visit his mansion officially>Turn right>Go to Ferdinand's room>"B" ending Visit his mansion officially>Follow Ferdinand>Take a bath together>"B" ending Visit his mansion officially>Follow Ferdinand>Go to Ferdinand's room>"A" ending L6: Take Down the Rival! Louise vs. Hagen Haller Eat with the nurses>You're drunk> "C" ending Eat with the nurses>have to go back>"C" ending Eat in the garden>you're drunk>leave it to berti>"B" ending Eat in the garden>you're drunk>try to do it> "B" ending Eat in the garden>have to go back>leave it to Berti>"B" ending Eat in the garden>have to go back>try to do it>"A" ending

Summary: A wonderful story about Ryuu and Kenta, about love and friendship. A delicious story about how love for friends and lover can make us overcome anything. Status: Complete Author Note: This is not fanfiction. If that is not allowed then please delete. Also this is a multi-chapter novel so expect plot. ^^ Chapter 1a Fantasy Ryuu It can be funny how things change. In just a few months my life is completely different from what it was. Looking back I’m amazed that so much happened in such a short amount of time. Stretching my legs out underneath the table I looked at my band mates. Akira was texting someone, probably Reiko. Sora was in the process of trying to get himself hit. “Stop it Sora.” Hasu yanked the handheld out of the bassist’s reach glaring at him. I didn’t bother to hide my amusement, letting a chuckle slip free. “You are going to lose, just let me beat that boss for you.” “No, I can do it if you’d quit pestering me. Damn it Sora! You made me lose again.” I laughed softly and slid out of my seat, swaying with the movement of the bus. Hasu didn’t cuss all that often and when he did- “Ow! Owowowow! Let go! I’m sorry! I won’t do it again.” I glanced back over to see Hasu with a fist full of Sora’s long red hair holding his head against the table. His eyes were firmly fixed on the small screen even as Sora struggled to get loose. Hasu might be almost a foot shorter and four years younger, but it was pretty obvious that Sora had no chance. Our little drummer was strong enough to flip the tall bassist on his head, quite literally. Turning back around, I opened the small fridge and grabbed myself a Coke. The weekend had gone exceptionally well. Both concerts had been huge hits and I’d met my new best friend. Speaking of Tatsuya, I pulled my phone out of my pocket and grinned seeing the text message. Shopping was on for next weekend. If I got bored this week I might invite him out to eat or something. I’d never met anyone quite like him and we’d had so much fun coming up with new outfit ideas. I really couldn’t wait to see him again. Sitting back down, I took a sip of the coke. Speaking of seeing people again . . . it was going to be a couple of days before I got to see Kenta again. I sighed, running my finger along the lip of the can. Maybe Reiko was right. Maybe I was just chasing after a dream. I just couldn’t let it go. Not yet. After all the time I’d spent around him he’d seen me at my best and my worst and he still was just as patient and kind as ever. I know I’m not the easiest person to get along with. I’m too emotional and act before I fully think things through. At least that is what everyone tells me. I took another sip of the Coke, thinking. “What’s wrong, Ryuu?” I looked up to meet Akira’s light brown eyes. “Nothing, was just thinking.” “Did you have fun this weekend?” I nodded, “Yeah. Tatsuya and I are going to get together this week. He’s got some wicked ideas for new concert outfits.” Akira shook his head, a wry smile twisting the full lips. “You two knowing each other scares me.” I couldn’t help but giggle at that, even if there was a hint of pain in it. “He’s so much fun! Oh my god, I can’t wait to see him again.” Something in Akira’s eyes changed slightly and I looked away knowing it had sounded forced. “What are you hiding Ryuu?” Trust Akira to see right through me. I shrugged, unable to keep the smile in place. Truthfully, I wasn’t looking forward to going back to my huge empty apartment. I loved being with everyone, meeting Tatsuya had seemed to underline the fact that without my friends around I was nothing. That old fear from high school from before I’d met Sora always tried to resurface then. What if they only were friends with me because my family was wealthy? What if it was all fake? With Sora I knew it wasn’t. For one, we’d been friends for too long and his family was almost as well off as mine. “Umm, you guys going to come over sometime this week? We’ve got that new material . . .” “Ryuu, if you want us to come over just say so. You don’t have to make up an excuse for us to come over.” Sora’s gentle tone actually made me feel worse. It made me feel like a whiny, needy, self centered jerk. “Oh no, it’s cool. I was just wondering. I know it’s been a really busy weekend and I don’t expect you guys to come over.” I glanced back over at Akira studying him for a moment. He’d changed in the year since he’d met Reiko. He was more confident and happier. A lot happier. I would never have been able to make him as happy as Reiko did. Even now that thought hurt. I loved him, more than he probably realized, but I’d slowly come to realize that it wouldn’t have worked no matter how hard I tried. That led me to think about Kenta. Just thinking about those sultry dark eyes and the deep voice gave me chills. He was the quiet, calm presence that my life had been lacking for so long. “You are thinking about Kenta aren’t you?” I looked up expecting to get the usual sarcasm from Sora, instead he was looking at me concern clearly visible in the light green eyes. I couldn’t hold his gaze. “Was it that obvious?” “Well lately it’s been pretty obvious that . . . “ Sora paused and looked over at Hasu who was once again absorbed in his game. He picked up the headphones and after plugging them in, put them on Hasu getting a look but no argument. Sometimes the big oaf was more protective than he needed to be. “You like him don’t you?” I looked back over at Akira surprised. “I know how affectionate you are Ryuu, but the way you look at him is totally different.” I took another long drink of my Coke wanting to avoid the conversation. “It’s pointless though. Reiko is right.” “You don’t know Ryuu.” I looked at Sora but his eyes were on Hasu, not the game, but Hasu. I almost smirked, but we were both in the same situation. We liked people we couldn’t have and who were oblivious to our feelings. At least the person I liked was my age. “I know he seems distant, but you are his employer after all.” “What you suggesting I fire him so I can date him?” “No, I’m just saying that you shouldn’t give up.” “I agree with Sora.” Akira’s soft look seemed to sharpen the pain in my chest. “Just give it some time. I’ll see if Suke knows anything, they do work together you know.” “Y-yeah, thanks.” Akira's older brother was a gang member as well and I knew that Suke and Kenta worked together all the time. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to know. I’d rather things stay as they were. I could be happy just being by him couldn’t I? I looked over at where Sora was practically laying over on Hasu to see the screen, softly whispering pointers. It would be worth it just to be Kenta’s friend if nothing else. *** “Oh come on Ryuu! You can’t be serious!” I blinked at Akira surprised. “But I thought you’d like it-“ “It’s a skirt Ryuu! A fucking skirt!” “B-but it’s just part of the outfit-“ “I don’t care! You are not making me the girl of the band.” “I wasn’t trying to! I just thought-“ “Yeah, you thought wrong. Like usual.” I gasped softly, shocked at the hostile tone and glare. I was not used to Akira getting so upset and especially not with me. Grabbing the outfit out of his hands, I backed up. I started to say something, but the way he was looking at me seemed to close my throat off. Turning I fled down the hallway, slamming the door to my room shut behind me. Throwing the offending outfit I sat down on the floor, my back to the door. Closing my eyes I brushed away the tears. I couldn’t handle him yelling at me. His outfit had been the most difficult to get right and for him to so obviously hate it hurt. I’d worked two weeks on the design with Tatsuya’s input. Two weeks for nothing. Tatsuya was going to be so disappointed. Not to mention that now I felt like a complete idiot. “Ryuu?” “Just forget it. You’re right. I’m just stupid and can’t do anything right.” I could hear him sigh through the door. “You’re not stupid Ryuu-“ “No you were right, even Reiko says that all my ideas fail. I should just give up. Why do you guys even bother . . .” I couldn’t stop the tears anymore even as much as I hated them. I pulled my knees up to my chest and buried my face in my arms. I could hear Sora talking to Akira in the hallway but didn’t bother trying to make out the words. Why was I so stupid? I knew how Akira felt about looking feminine. It was just the outfit was perfect for him, or at least I thought so. He looked so good in anything I put him in, it almost wasn’t fair. The voices faded and I decided that I probably should go tell Akira I was sorry. I knew how sensitive he was about looking feminine. I’d just gotten caught up in the excitement and hadn’t been thinking. Going over to the pile of fabric, I picked it up and set it on the bed. It would have to be altered, but I could probably make it into something Akira would feel more comfortable wearing. Going to the bathroom I splashed a bit of cold water on my face trying to wash away the tears, but my eyes were still a bit red. Shaking my head, I glared at myself in the mirror. “You are lucky anyone even wants to be friends with you.” I told the reflection. “Stupid emotional idiot.” “I’d rather you didn’t talk about yourself that way, Ryuu.”

I like this pic of me because I'm wearing my favorite skirt

mine is still Miku ^_^ or bou yes bou is a guy and not a women but he is cute ^_^ i really hate it when they always make fun of him just becuase he prettier then they are

for me is Gakuen heaven,Junjou romantica,koisuru boukun of cus a good storyline...

yup yup..i'm totally agree with this..we can talk about ur passion together..:cuteonion41:.share everything..sad happy thing ...make sure it's private LOL.because i really hate spammer .:8yoyo13::Red_fox12::cuteonion43:

Yeah a chat room would be nice Or even just any kinda instant messaging

Reita-sama is respected by all. (bows) :Red_fox:

I do that too but to my boyfriend when I want him to buy me something lol. I just look at him like this--->:cuteonion57: lol. That's how I get all my anime stuff lol

A warm welcome for a good guy, hehe Have fun here and enjoy your stay. Btw, nice avatar

Ahh, how I wish this had english subs or something so pretty! -downloaded it anyways lol-

I uploaded it here: A Touch of Fever (Eng Subs) I'll see it's converted by MV and if it is I'll post it in the Watch Online section as well

Kenta “What is wrong with you?” Sora hissed at me. The sound of Ryuu running down the stairs was too loud. I could still hear that choked back sob. Wrapping an arm around my ribs, I dared to glance over at Jiro. Shit. He was pissed at me. That look was fucking scary. “You better go get him.” Isao got up and walked over, placing a hand on Sora’s arm, probably to keep him from hitting me. Hasu was watching all of us, his eyes huge. “Yes I think you better.” I shivered at Jiro’s tone. “I’m sorry. He just-it fucking hurt!” “How was he supposed to know you’ve got busted ribs Kenta?” Isao’s eyes bored into me. “He was happy to see you, quite obviously, and you just treated him like complete shit.” It was like a blow to the gut. I suddenly felt sick. Fuck. I’d just reacted when he’d grabbed me instead of thinking. I was still in fight mode after this morning and had probably hurt Ryuu in more than one way. I could still see the shocked look on his face, the fear in his eyes. Fuck. Taking a shallow breath I managed to stand up straight. Sora looked ready to spit in my face. “I don’t care if you are fucking dying you don’t ever, ever treat him like that. You don’t know . . . you don’t know what you’ve done.” Sora shook off Isao’s hand and grabbed the front of my shirt, yanking me forward. “I might not be yakuza, but I can and I will make you regret ever even thinking about touching him.” I nodded slowly shocked. As long as I’d known Sora I’d never seen the big guy get this angry. He always just seemed like nothing bothered him. It wasn’t like I’d intended to toss Ryuu on his ass. The combination of the pain and still being on a bit of a high from the fight had made me act before I’d even realized it was Ryuu. “It was an accident.” I mumbled. “You fucking threw him on the floor. How is that a fucking accident? He’s too sensitive for you to act like that.” Sora shook me, making me gasp as pain shot through me. “I get it. I get it. I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to. I’ll go talk to him.” Sora shoved me back letting go. His eyes were like jade daggers. “No you won’t. I will go talk to him. I don’t think I want you around him. Fuck! Now I’m going to have to call Nakamara and cancel the radio show. Thanks a fucking lot Arakaki.” I stood there like a fucking idiot as he left. No one was talking but I could feel their eyes on me, making my skin crawl. I wanted to yell at them, to do something to get rid of this horrible pressure in my chest that had nothing to do with the busted ribs. What the fuck had I done? “Kenta, why don’t you go sit in my room for a bit. I’ll be in to talk to you.” I glanced toward Jiro, not daring to meet his eyes. This was bad. No one ever wanted a talk from Jiro. Ever. I nodded slowly, keeping my eyes on the floorboards at my feet. The only sound as I walked down the short hall was my own footsteps. It felt like a death march. I was sore, tired and now . . . depressed. Fuck it all to hell. I closed the door and leaned against it for a moment. I couldn’t decide if I wanted to laugh or cry and wondered if I was delirious from pain and lack of sleep. Walking over to the bed I sat down wincing at the sudden sharp pain in my side. It was a good distraction from thinking about the look on Ryuu’s face. I really had not meant to hurt him. That didn’t change anything though. I had. End of story. I rubbed a hand over my face startled to realize I was trembling. Ryuu was not going to want to get anywhere near me now. That thought had me feeling lost and panicky. Shit, but I’m a fucking idiot. Ryuu I slowly followed Sora back up the stairs. I’d cried for a good thirty minutes but I didn’t feel better. I felt sick and hollow, an ache in my chest that seemed to be sapping all my strength. Sora kept looking back at me but I didn’t bother trying to pretend to smile for him. After he’d explained everything to me, I felt even worse. Kenta was hurt. No wonder he’d reacted like that. It must have been agonizingly painful when I’d grabbed him. It was no wonder he’d thrown me off like that. I shuddered, a rush of apprehension washing over me as Sora let us back into the apartment. I honestly wasn’t sure I could face him. Never once in the whole time he’d been working for me had he ever yelled at me like that. It hurt worse than hitting the floor had. “There you are.” Daisuike’s gentle voice made me look up. His smile was a lot like Akira’s, soft and engaging. He walked over and handed me a Coke which I gratefully took. I glanced up at him as he spoke again. “Ryuu, Kenta is in Jiro’s room. We had . . . some issues at one of the bars last night and he got hurt during the fight. They only just got back about thirty minutes before you guys showed up. I know it’s not an excuse for what he did, but it is a reason.” I nodded, not really trusting my voice at the moment. I took a drink of the Coke, the rush of familiar flavors calming me somewhat. I took a deep slow breath. “I should go apologize for hurting him.” Daisuike chuckled and patted my shoulder. “It’s alright. He’s a tough guy but, maybe not all that tough where you are concerned.” I looked up to see Daisuike watching me a thoughtful look on his face. He patted my shoulder once more and stepped back gesturing for me to follow him. Hesitantly, I followed Daisuike to Jiro’s room. He didn’t even bother knocking on the door, opening it for me. I almost hoped he was going to come in with me, but he shut the door behind me. Kenta was sitting on the bed his head bowed an arm around his ribs. I stood there for several minutes, not even sure what to say. I was appalled that I’d hurt him worse than he’d already been, but he’d also scared the shit out of me. I didn’t care what else happened, if we got things worked out or not, but he was going to a clinic if I had to drag him kicking and screaming. First things first. “Kenta I-“ “Don’t say it Ryuu.” Kenta’s voice was soft, the hurt clear in it. “I don’t deserve to have someone like you in my life. I just such a total fuck up. You need to forget that I am anything but a fucking bodyguard.” It was like having ice cold water dumped over me. I was suddenly numb and shaking. Walking over to him I knelt in front of him, looking up so I could see his eyes. “You’ve never been just a bodyguard to me, Kenta. I am sorry I hurt you.” He finally looked up at me and I was startled to see the raw hurt in his eyes. “What the fuck are you apologizing for? You didn’t do anything wrong. You were just being . . . you. No matter how much pain I was in, I should never have done that to you. Can you forgive me?” I shook my head watching his eyes change slightly, the pain seeming to deepen. He started to open his mouth and I leaned forward kissing him lightly. “I already did. But there is something you can do to make it up to me.” He raised his eyebrows at me. “What?” “Be my boyfriend.”

Ryuu I woke up to the sound of running water and the realization that it had to be Kenta sent my pulse racing. I hadn’t expected him to stay. Not really. I’d been a lot more buzzed last night than I’d realized and hoped he wasn’t upset with me. Only one way to find out, I grinned to myself as I slid out of the bed. He hadn’t totally pushed me away last night and he’d seemed less drunk than I was. Opening the door to the bathroom I shivered thinking about the feel of his lips and the way he’d tasted. I would have done anything to have kept him from leaving last night, and waking up knowing he was there gave me a secure content feeling I hadn’t had in a very long time. I wanted to show my appreciation and more importantly I wanted to get my hands on him again. The surprised look on his face was entirely worth it and I grinned at him. His hair looked even darker when it was wet and I would have given anything to have a picture of his face right then. The dark eyes were wide, generous lips parted in surprise as he stared at me. He blinked a couple of times as if not sure of what he was seeing. It was amusing to see him confused and unsure when he was usually so hard to read. “What the hell are you doing Ryuu?” He growled turning back around. It was nearly impossible to resist the urge to lean down and kiss his neck and shoulder. Whipcord muscle under pale smooth skin didn’t hide the sharp angles and lines of his shoulder and hips. Without his clothes he seemed smaller, less imposing but even more beautiful than I’d imagined. “Taking a shower.” He mumbled something I couldn’t hear as I reached for the soap and a bath sponge. I really wanted to run my fingers along the broad shoulders and down the muscular back. Stepping forward I ran the sponge down his spine watching the trail the soap bubbles made. “Ryuu.” There was a slight warning tone to his voice and I paused suddenly unsure. “What?” I tried to sound innocent and unconcerned. “Go out.” I sighed. I’d expected him to say that. “It’s my shower.” I could practically hear him roll his eyes. “You really are a fucking handful you know that.” I smirked and stepping closer slid my arms around his waist letting my fingers slip over the water slicked skin of his stomach. “Well, I know you probably are a handful too.” I gasped suddenly finding myself pinned to the side of the shower, Kenta’s hands tight around my wrists as he held them to either side of my head. I struggled to catch my breath, my heart feeling like it was going to explode out of my chest. Dark, unreadable eyes bored into me so intently I finally had to look away. Was he mad? Maybe I was being too forward. “Don’t be such a fucking tease, Ryuu.” I raised my head to look at him. All I could see was dripping wet strands of ebony hair. His voice was soft, his fingers tightening for just a moment. “Just don’t.” “Kenta . . .” When he wouldn’t look at me, finally letting me go, I reached forward taking his face in my hands. Forcing him to look at me I smiled. “I’m not teasing.” Leaning forward I kissed him, letting my fingers slide up into the dark locks. He went rigid for a moment and I thought he was going to shove me back. He wasn’t really responding to the kiss, just standing there, but it was more than I’d hoped for. He hadn’t really kissed me back last night either. I slowly pulled back after a moment and looked down into those gorgeous dark eyes. It bothered me to see the almost pained look in them. Was he bothered that much by my kissing him? True not everyone liked it when I kissed them. Akira tended to hit me. But for him to look hurt that I’d done it made me pause, I knew I could sometimes be too forward. “I’m not teasing you Kenta. I wasn’t last night and I’m not now either. I like you a lot more than you seem to think.” I let him go as he pulled back. Frustration and hurt welled up in me as he turned away. Reiko must be right. Now I’d probably alienated him. He obviously didn’t like me kissing or even touching him. Why did I have to be so stupid? Why couldn’t I be happy just being friends with him? “I . . . I’m sorry. I’ll let you finish your shower.” I started to get out and looked back, feeling those strong fingers grasp my wrist. “You really are a fucking tease you know that.” His voice was a low growl that sent a shiver down my spine. I was bewildered and a little nervous as he suddenly grabbed me around the waist, pulling me back into the shower. Was he going to hit me? I gasped as he shoved me against the wall of the shower, his lips suddenly attacking mine. I couldn’t form a coherent thought. Nothing was making sense. I’d thought he was upset with me, but the way he was kissing me was simply, utterly amazing. He was aggressive yet hesitant, almost as if he was unsure of what he was doing. It was making my whole body feel like it was on fire, the water suddenly seeming cold where it was hitting me. I couldn’t stop the moan building in my chest. It had been so long since anyone had kissed me, really kissed me with a fervor that I could feel all the way to my toes. Running my hands down the muscular stomach to his hips, I pulled him closer so that he was pressed against me, shuddering as soft skin caressed mine. There was a hot ache in my chest, completely separate from the other heat that was spreading. Did he really want me? Did I dare hope . . . “Kenta-“ I couldn’t keep the emotion out of my voice as he finally pulled back so we could both catch our breath. He gave me one of those heartbreaking beautiful smiles that seemed to melt my insides quicker than anything. I blinked, and let my head drop feeling tears already on my cheeks. “I thought-“ “Shh.” Warm slightly rough fingers wiped at the tears as he tilted my head back up. “Am I that bad a kisser?” I choked out a laugh. “No! No that’s not it all. I just . . . thought you were mad at me.” He shook his head the smile still there, “You are one silly idiot. I wasn’t ever mad. Just confused as hell.” “Oh . . . why?” He sighed and pulled me into a hug kissing my neck and shoulder. “You have no idea do you? Not a fucking clue.” “Umm . . . no.” I would do anything I could to stay like this as long as possible. To feel his arms wrapped around me, his pulse against my skin, that silken voice in my ear. He chuckled, the sound vibrating through me and I couldn’t stop the small whine as he started sucking on my neck. I was shaking, but I couldn’t help it, the rush of sensations overwhelming. “Fuck.” The expletive was softly breathed against my neck. “You drive me fucking crazy, Ryuu. Why do you have to be so goddamn fucking sexy?” “Umm . . . sorry?” I stumbled as he shoved me back. “This is all fucked up.” “No! Wait! Kenta, please. What’s wrong?” I looked at him desperate for an explanation. He couldn’t kiss me like that and say those things only to shove me away the next moment.

I FOUND IT! よかった～

That's a tough situation... but I would have to agree with Macys. I would know that my brother was in good hands because I wouldn't be best friends with someone who I didn't trust. I would have to be supportive knowing that is the choice they have made. It might hurt me inside because I am in love with my best friend, but as long as both of them are happy I will be happy.