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? Well, that was unusual, Asher thought. But his wolf practically wagged its tail high in the air at having learned something new about their mate. Mate is strong. Mate is special. Don’t treat them like they aren’t. We’ll love mate no matter what—goddess made them for us. His wolf insisted. I’m not judging them,- Asher shot back, exasperated but gentle. - I just thought it was unusual for a man to have a female wolf, that’s all. He didn’t know why his wolf assumed he’d ever reject Kaito over something like that. That idea wasn’t even a distant possibility. He listened intently as Kaito explained, nodding slowly. It made sense—how someone like him, alone, unprotected, would be in danger. What Asher didn’t understand was, how. What kind of magic or twisted trick could sceal away someone’s wolf for most of their life? Werewolves were *born* with their wolf counterpart. The only real shift they experienced was around eighteen, when their the ability to sense their mate awakened. Now Kaito sat before him looking like the world was collapsing beneath his feet. Shoulders tight. Arms wrapped around himself like he was apologizing for taking up space. And then—when Kaito said the word *mate* Asher felt it hit like a physical force. He had prepared for fear. He had prepared for panic. Even denial. But never this. Never Kaito believing Asher hated him. His wolf went still. The shock of that belief—he thinks I hate him— nearly dragged a whine out of him. Asher caught it just in time, swallowing the sound before it escaped. His breath left in a thin, trembling exhale. His mate. Did Kaito really think he despised him? Had he felt threatened by Asher all this time? Was Kaito going to reject him? His wolf whimpered inside him, already feeling the ghost of rejection brushing across their skin—cold, hollow, terrifying. Kaito was shaking too, terrified of what the bond meant. Asher could hardly blame him. He forced down everything clawing inside his chest and made his voice steady, even as every instinct screamed to pull Kaito close and promise him safety until the end of time. He leaned forward slightly, bracing his elbows loosely on his knees. “Kaito
” His voice came out hoarse, raw with all the emotion he was trying to hold in. “Look at me.” He waited. When Kaito finally lifted his eyes cautious, it nearly knocked the air out of Asher’s lungs. Asher shook his head slowly. “I never hated you.” It came out rough, but undeniably true. “Sure, we met and had a rough start. You challenged me. You pushed back against everything I said.” A breath. “But I never hated you.” His wolf rumbled approval beneath his skin, pacing with a need for closeness Asher tightly restrained. “And I sure as hell don’t want ‘nothing to do with you.’” His gaze softened, unfocused for a moment, unsure where to look without overwhelming Kaito. “And you being a mage
 that was never a problem for me either.” The silence stretched, so Asher continued before it could cut him. “You said your wolf woke because you weren’t alone anymore.” He let the meaning settle. “That means she trusts me. Even before you did.” His chest tightened at the thought—Kaito’s wolf, locked away and hidden, choosing *him* as the sign that it was finally safe to surface. Asher ran a hand through his hair, grounding himself before the next part. “I’m not stuck with you,” he said quietly. “A mate bond isn’t something meant to screw you over. It’s fate.” His heartbeat thudded faster. “And I don’t believe fate is a burden.” His wolf pressed against his ribs—Tell him, tell him, tell him. Asher chose his words carefully. “Kaito
 this bond doesn’t mean we rush anything. It doesn’t force you to feel something you’re not ready for. I’m not going to demand you fall into my arms or accept everything overnight.” A beat, then softer—achingly vulnerable: “But please don’t reject me unless you are absolutely sure.” His breathing turned shallow, chest tight. “I’m not going anywhere. And no matter what happens
 I’ll protect you.” The truth hung between them—solid, immovable. “You don’t have to decide what we are today. Or tomorrow. You don’t have to pretend anything.” His throat constricted as he spoke the next words. “I like you, Kaito. I liked you even before I realized what you were to me. I just wasn’t sure if my approach was
 welcome.” Slowly, he reached out—giving Kaito every chance to pull away—and brushed his fingers lightly against Kaito’s cheek. “If this bond scares you, I understand. If it confuses you, I’ll explain everything I can. If it becomes too much, just tell me.” His voice dropped to a soft vow. “You’re not alone. Not in this. Not ever again.” His wolf hummed with deep, satisfied certainty. Asher met Kaito’s gaze. “And whether it takes a day, a year, or longer, I’ll prove to you that being my mate will never be something you regret.”
  3. gensui108

    Yuusha no Ai ga Omosugiru ☆ Marui Pin

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    Stalker kun ha Nomihoshitai. / Benomoto [JP]

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    Takagamisama to Aware na Ikenie - Chikuwabu Tanno

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  10. Julius smiled affectionly as he leaned his cheek against Yukie’s tail. "That sounds nice.. it gives me even more to look forward to." The witch blushed at how Yumro couldn’t say something so cheesy with a straight face like that. The school was one thing but... "pff.. like what would I look like in all of my glory? Haven’t you not already seen it quite a few times?" He smirked, thoughts just a little bit dirty as he said that. The color in his cheeks only got more red as Yukie slowly kissed each of his fingers, like Julius was something precious. Just at the right timing he heard and felt Yukie stomach rumble a hungry growl, just as his phone seemed to explode with notifications. He couldn’t help but laugh as it reminded him of the food he'd ordered for them to be delivered by their door. He hadn’t noticed the knock on the door a few minutes back. He was just thinking about getting up to check wen Yumro reached over for his phone and accidentally squeezed him a little. "Ngh.. Yukie maybe I shou" he didn’t get to finish before Yukie’s words cut him off. His mouth fell open, then closed as he raised his eyebrows at the other. "Wow, really?" Julius fought hard with himself not to laugh. "I think you are the one being needy and loud with me right now though. Given by how loud your stomach just growled. I was just thinking of checking to see if our food had arrived but, I am a little.. tight up at the moment." He smiled as he gently brushed his lips against Yukie’s smooth white scaly tail. "If you are good, I'll feed you some crispy fried chicken" he lured him with the mentioning of food --- Yumro looked back over his shoulder when he heard Haruhi’s angry voice. He frowned confused, not understanding were all of this came from. Was Haruhi angry with him?? Why.. the demon was completely dumbfounded. He had to flip the pancake before it burned and did so as Haruhi waddled over and sat down at the kitchen table. Yumro offer a smile but it came out weird because of the sudden tension. And the way Haruhi glared at him made him doubted himself. Had he forgotten anything?.. No, not what he knew off... but why so was his baby in such a foul mood? He was just about to ask when a hurricane of energy came running in through the front door with mud clinging to his clothes and skin like he’d been through a landslide. Shan follow after, but atleast took off his dirty shoes outside by the door. He wasn’t as filthy or caked in mud like Haru, but he wasn’t clean either his knees and hand were covered in dirt. He'd helped Haruhi find pretty shells, rocks and small critters. He’d even try to catch a bat that he saw but it had big teeths and was hissing at them so he thought it best to leave it be. But he had picked a couple of small white and pink flowers for Haruhi and Yumro. He kinda had I feeling everyone would like them but his still hid them begin his back. Yeah he was right Haruhi usally would throw a fit right now.. was Haruhi in a lot of pain? That may explain some of it. Yumro couldn’t help but laugh at the dilly little things Haru just said. He sounded so like a kid right now completely to other times. "Well I guesd you learned a few things, but don’t go overboard, okay" "Go wash up, then we can all eat some. And release the critteres outside, unless you want me too cook them all up before we go. I think crab and scallops stew could be tasty too" he obviously was joking with that last one but he still didn’t like having insects and sea creatures crawling around inside. The Haru was off again and he heard Haruhi sigh deeply. And mumbling about Haru having to learn common sense. "Of course we all love him, even when he is being a little devil. I for now enjoy seeing him act like a kid when it happens" Yumro chuckled amused. "Shan you go wash up too, then come eat" Yumro called out to Shan, who hadn’t run after Haru this time like he usally did. Instead Shan walked over to Yumro gave him the flowers he'd been hidding behind his back and ran off. Over their shared link Shan had told Yumro to give these to mom so he might feel better. Alone in the kitchen, Yumro put the flowers in a small cup with water and set it infront of Haruhi. Then he leaned in and gently reached out with his hand to stroke Haruhi cheek. "Good morning my love. Why so angry? Was I.. too much last night. Sorry, I couldn't help myself." He smiled that sweet concerning smile that had won over millions of hearts in the magazine he'd modeled for. Yumro's face brightened up like christmas lights "Certainly. Anything you wish for is my comand" he said with a smile then leaned in to give Haruhi a longed for smooch on the lips. "One coffee coming right ud. Would you like som water or juice with those inuprofen?" He asked befor quietly settling the water over to boil, then grabbing a glass and the ibuprofen, which he gave to Haruhi. He also slid one plate with a pancake over to Haruhi as it wasn’t healthy taking drugs on a emty stomach. "I need your approval on these, just if I made them right or not.. I'm not used to making sweets.. we got syrup and jam too if you'd like"
  11. Tsugai Miman no Bokura wa Kitto ç•ȘæœȘæș€ăźćƒ•ă‚‰ăŻăăŁăš Cast: ÎČ(Chitose Koutarou) Yamashita Seiichirou x Saitou Souma (Ouga Natsume)Ω Publisher: movic Thanks
  12. Sosuke0549

    Entanglement { Sosuke0549 & Yukonwolfspirt }

    Sett could still see the anger in Haruhi's eyes, but it had softened somehow. He crossed his arms and leaned back in his chain, watching as Haruhi began to work on himself. Sett was impressed...eveb tho Haru was drunk and in pain, he was still able to work on himself. And then...he finally spoke. This time his voice softer. [ “I’m surprised a
mafia man can’t do some basic stitches. Don’t tell me this is what makes you queasy.”] He rolled his eyes, a small smile pulling at the edge of his lips. "Yakuza...and no..just suck at it." He spoke honestly, having no interest in fixing people up. There eyes met, and Sett could see that Haruhi was searching for something. Maybe scanning him for more answers...it was a quiet moment...tender..before Haru looked away. So...Haru still had a habit at staring at him when something was on his mind... " What it is..." His tone soft but stern. Haruhi seemed to be in a trace, as he spoke about how the sight of blood never bothered him... his tone rather dull as he quietly worked on his hand. Sett couldn't help but notice how the pain was starting to get to him, causing him to shake. The young doctor paused. Taking a break. " You've gotten better....." ( Stronger.) But his words didnt reach him, as Haru sharply met his gaze saying, [ “Pain
though
that’s different.”] Sett didn't look away. This was Haruhi’s way of proving a point. He only gave him a slight nod before Haruhi went back to working on his hand. When he had finally finished. His hands were now trembling slightly. The pain from the stitches sinking in. He could tell that Haruhi wasn't feeling well. The red head rested his head on the table. Looking extremely tired. " Should I get you some pain killers," he asked, leaning forward in his chair. [ ”
.Dont
leave.”] Sett felt his entire body tensed hearing those words. His eyes widening ever so slightly. The way Haruhi spoke to him...was similar to the way they use to be. This time there was no animosity towards him...it sounded more like a request. A desperate plea. ( He hasn't...completely shut me out. ) He gentle sigh escaped his lips as he reached out his hand and placed it gently on Haruhi head, stroking his hair as if they had gone back in time. " Is that a request? Or an order?" He gently teased him. [ ”You
need to
Why, Why are you here
.in this den of fucking perverts and
.lust. Shouldn’t you be
out selling drugs
or I dunno stabbing people?”] Sett bursted out into laugher hearing Haruhi say such a bold, out of pocket thing. He was never this blunt when they were together. He had always been so shy and preserved, pure even. He had changed so much in the last 6 years. Who was he now? Sett smiled, a finger tracing Haruhi’s ear. " Your definitely drunk....but your not wrong...Your boss works with the serpents, sort of like a partnership.....I came for business.....never imagined you'd be here...in a den of fucking perverts and lust. " He smirked. Using Haruhi words against him, mimicking him. " If we're both here...does that make us lustful perverts," he whispered, running his fingers through Haruhi’s hair, finding his hair color beautiful and the gentle action relaxing and therapeutic. He couldn't remember the last time he touched him like this. For a moment silence filled the room...like a heavy mist.... For a few minutes the two sat in silence enjoying each other's presence. How odd.. they hadn't seen or properly spoken to each other in six years... and yet even now he still felt extremely safe around him. Around each other... His gentle petting and stroking slowly stopped as he suddenly broke the heavy silence. " Haruhi...........I-....I-m sorry....." He bit his lip. Sett never apologized. He actually hated it...but it needed to be said. He owed Haru an apology. Actually he owed the kid alot more then he could ever give. " You probably hate me, and I doubt you'll ever forgive me, or believe me...but I...I meant what I said before...I didn't mean to abandon you, I never wanted things to get worse...I just...I was causing you alot of trouble...and thought youd be better off, safer.. h-happier without me." He started to run his fingers through his hair again. Wanting to soothe and distract him from his pain and wishing he could go back in time and do things alittle differently. 6 years. 6 years had passed...and Sett already knew where his feelings stood. He had tried to distract himself, run away....hide...but his feelings for Harhui never changed. Deep down. He still loved him.
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  17. Yukonwolfspirit

    Entanglement { Sosuke0549 & Yukonwolfspirt }

    [["You done? ...Would it make you feel better if I let you hit me?"]] Haruhi could only look at Sett and just let out a painful laugh the thought alone being so ridiculous. “I can’t hit for fucking shit.” Haruhi stated as he watched Sett sit down and take his hand. He watched as Sett worked not looking at him as he listened to him explain. [["..In my eyes....you had everything I ever wanted...When we started dating I thought youd be some fling...but...we became more...and the moment you we did...I hadn't realized it put a target on your back..."]] Haruhi hearing this only clenched his fist tighter, his feelings completely opposite to how Sett saw and felt about his life
and their relationship. Target or not
he could have told him
he could of explained written a letter a text
hell anything other than what he did. [[" I pissed off another gang and they jumped you in return.. I was only 20 but...it made me realize how badly I fucked up, and knowing I was the reason you ended up in a hospital...I thought you didn't want to see me...I mean...why would you. You were some honor kid going to a private school with both parents, dating a gangster like me who's future was only going to get darker...We didn't stand a chance..."]] As Sett explained more all Haruhi could do was sit and listen, he understood but fuck
he was wrong. He didn’t even try to give him a choice. Sett
he just assumed
he didn’t even check to see if his life got worse
he didn’t even say goodbye
.he didn’t even love him to say just that. This explanation
it fucking hurt. It felt like such a lie
it burned Haruhi’s soul with a pain much deeper than the alcohol he drank to escape the life he was trapped in
 Haruhi could only sit there. NUMB. His body burning inside from rage and alcohol as he stared at the glass. Stared at the blood that coated the desk and his hand that seemed so pale compared to all of the times he had seen it on his body. Sitting there it felt like the whole world was moving in slow motion the only break from this surreal moment was Setts voice as he came back items in hand his words gentle as he spoke. Had he always been so gentle. God it was hard to remember so much was like sand shifting and fuzzy. Sometimes so sharp and focused and at other times a fragment of his life. Haruhi was struggling to figure out
to remember if Sett had always been like this with him. Looking up slowly as Setts works sank in Haruhi met the man’s eyes for the first time in what felt like hours in this room not even noticing the hot tears that slipped down his cheeks. [[" It was never my intention to abandon you...I climbed the ranks and kept tabs on you...making sure you stayed out of trouble...until recently..." He shook his head. "You have no idea how hard it tried to keep you out of this world...out of my life..."]] Fuck. He couldn’t break like this he couldn’t. Haruhi refused to do this
he refused to feel such pain again. He had sworn off of everything but work
. Such a simple
kind touch. God was he starved for such gentle things. Haruhis skin only burned from Setts touch the lingering feeling of his touch screaming out in agony as Sett pulled away. Fuck
it hurt worse than before
 [[" Take it from here doc...I can't do shit like this." ]] Haruhi looked down at the needle and the thread awaiting him. Then towards, the blood, and the task waiting at hand. Haruhi slowly pulled himself out of it as he started to work like he was trained the needle pushing in without so much of a whimper with tight stitches. Five stitches in Haruhi finally spoke. “I’m surprised a
mafia man can’t do some basic stitches. Don’t tell me this is what makes you queasy.” Haruhi replied his voice a tad softer as he looked at Sett his eyes scanning for only a moment for the man he had once known so deeply. When he looked at Sett this man before him was so achingly familiar, just a simple touch had brought back memories of the man he once was dreaming of planning a future with, a future away from his parents
in his mind with Sett a happy future. Looking into Setts eyes again he yearned to see that man again, but
.Haruhi couldn’t look away so easily as before. When he looked down he had seen the man he fell in love with was a total stranger. Looking down now well it was only because Haruhi was not wanting Sett to see the pain in his eyes
.this wasn’t the man he knew
or maybe he really was forgetting Who Sett was. “Blood well
.normally it makes people sick. I never really felt bothered by it, my parents called it a rare medical gift. Even
when I got hurt back then
when I covered myself in more of my blood
or when it was my parents
” Haruhi stated his voice trailing off at the sharp memories that came to mind. ”
it didn’t bother me.” Haru whispered as he continued working quietly his hand shaking occasionally from the pain. Eventually the pain from seeing was too great, forcing Haruhi to take a break. Haruhi couldn’t help the groan that escaped his lips, the man only closing his eyes as he worked on his breathing leaning back more in his chair. After a few minutes that felt like hours to Haruhi he looked down at the work before him not wiling to give up half way a true testament to how strong willed and stubborn Haruhi could be at times. “Pain
through
that’s different.” Haruhi stated so sharply as he looking at Sett before finishing the last few stitches. With his cut hand finished his hands shook terribly. The pain was making Haruhi’s head spin, causing him to instinctively rested his head on the desk to keep from vomiting. Fuck. He had been to drunk to administer any pain relief for this so he was in agony. Not only that he had been to open to
raw with Sett
he was suppose to be angry at him
throw him out. So why was he still here. ”
.Dont
leave.” Haruhi asked his voice so soft, almost begging in pure desire and agony for Sett to stay
to keep him company. ”You
need to
Why, Why are you here
.in this den of fucking perverts and
.lust. Shouldn’t you be
out selling drugs
or I dunno stabbing people?” Haruhi asked way too boldly to Sett, god he wasn’t never so direct before. It was completely different from how Haruhi normally talked. Yet despite the bold sudden question there was no mistaking that Haruhi’s voice was still shaking from pain, and still drunk
his words slurred worst due to the slight blood loss from his hand and the heavy alcohol. Haruhi wouldn’t realize it, his only desire in this moment was to keep Sett here. God. Why
though
why was he wanting him here. Fuck. He shouldn’t want Sett here at all he was angry and hurt. Yet
 all Haruhi wanted so deeply in this moment was to beg for Sett to touch him like before. Like how he did earlier. Fuck. He really was a touched starved bitch. Maybe Mishka was right, he should have gone to a hotel with a client, just to get it out of his system.
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