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Sett could still see the anger in Haruhi's eyes, but it had softened somehow. He crossed his arms and leaned back in his chain, watching as Haruhi began to work on himself. Sett was impressed...eveb tho Haru was drunk and in pain, he was still able to work on himself. And then...he finally spoke. This time his voice softer. [ “I’m surprised a…mafia man can’t do some basic stitches. Don’t tell me this is what makes you queasy.”] He rolled his eyes, a small smile pulling at the edge of his lips. "Yakuza...and no..just suck at it." He spoke honestly, having no interest in fixing people up. There eyes met, and Sett could see that Haruhi was searching for something. Maybe scanning him for more answers...it was a quiet moment...tender..before Haru looked away. So...Haru still had a habit at staring at him when something was on his mind... " What it is..." His tone soft but stern. Haruhi seemed to be in a trace, as he spoke about how the sight of blood never bothered him... his tone rather dull as he quietly worked on his hand. Sett couldn't help but notice how the pain was starting to get to him, causing him to shake. The young doctor paused. Taking a break. " You've gotten better....." ( Stronger.) But his words didnt reach him, as Haru sharply met his gaze saying, [ “Pain…though…that’s different.”] Sett didn't look away. This was Haruhi’s way of proving a point. He only gave him a slight nod before Haruhi went back to working on his hand. When he had finally finished. His hands were now trembling slightly. The pain from the stitches sinking in. He could tell that Haruhi wasn't feeling well. The red head rested his head on the table. Looking extremely tired. " Should I get you some pain killers," he asked, leaning forward in his chair. [ ”….Dont…leave.”] Sett felt his entire body tensed hearing those words. His eyes widening ever so slightly. The way Haruhi spoke to him...was similar to the way they use to be. This time there was no animosity towards him...it sounded more like a request. A desperate plea. ( He hasn't...completely shut me out. ) He gentle sigh escaped his lips as he reached out his hand and placed it gently on Haruhi head, stroking his hair as if they had gone back in time. " Is that a request? Or an order?" He gently teased him. [ ”You…need to…Why, Why are you here….in this den of fucking perverts and….lust. Shouldn’t you be…out selling drugs…or I dunno stabbing people?”] Sett bursted out into laugher hearing Haruhi say such a bold, out of pocket thing. He was never this blunt when they were together. He had always been so shy and preserved, pure even. He had changed so much in the last 6 years. Who was he now? Sett smiled, a finger tracing Haruhi’s ear. " Your definitely drunk....but your not wrong...Your boss works with the serpents, sort of like a partnership.....I came for business.....never imagined you'd be here...in a den of fucking perverts and lust. " He smirked. Using Haruhi words against him, mimicking him. " If we're both here...does that make us lustful perverts," he whispered, running his fingers through Haruhi’s hair, finding his hair color beautiful and the gentle action relaxing and therapeutic. He couldn't remember the last time he touched him like this. For a moment silence filled the room...like a heavy mist.... For a few minutes the two sat in silence enjoying each other's presence. How odd.. they hadn't seen or properly spoken to each other in six years... and yet even now he still felt extremely safe around him. Around each other... His gentle petting and stroking slowly stopped as he suddenly broke the heavy silence. " Haruhi...........I-....I-m sorry....." He bit his lip. Sett never apologized. He actually hated it...but it needed to be said. He owed Haru an apology. Actually he owed the kid alot more then he could ever give. " You probably hate me, and I doubt you'll ever forgive me, or believe me...but I...I meant what I said before...I didn't mean to abandon you, I never wanted things to get worse...I just...I was causing you alot of trouble...and thought youd be better off, safer.. h-happier without me." He started to run his fingers through his hair again. Wanting to soothe and distract him from his pain and wishing he could go back in time and do things alittle differently. 6 years. 6 years had passed...and Sett already knew where his feelings stood. He had tried to distract himself, run away....hide...but his feelings for Harhui never changed. Deep down. He still loved him. -
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Title : 鷹神様と憐れな生贄 / Takagami sama to Awarena Ikenie / Hawk God and Miserable Sacrifice and its sequel Takagami sama to Awarena Ikenie - Yoizuki / 鷹神様と憐れな生贄 宵月 Author : 丹野ちくわぶ / Tanno Chikuwabu 2022 / Japanese / JPEG
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[["You done? ...Would it make you feel better if I let you hit me?"]] Haruhi could only look at Sett and just let out a painful laugh the thought alone being so ridiculous. “I can’t hit for fucking shit.” Haruhi stated as he watched Sett sit down and take his hand. He watched as Sett worked not looking at him as he listened to him explain. [["..In my eyes....you had everything I ever wanted...When we started dating I thought youd be some fling...but...we became more...and the moment you we did...I hadn't realized it put a target on your back..."]] Haruhi hearing this only clenched his fist tighter, his feelings completely opposite to how Sett saw and felt about his life…and their relationship. Target or not…he could have told him…he could of explained written a letter a text…hell anything other than what he did. [[" I pissed off another gang and they jumped you in return.. I was only 20 but...it made me realize how badly I fucked up, and knowing I was the reason you ended up in a hospital...I thought you didn't want to see me...I mean...why would you. You were some honor kid going to a private school with both parents, dating a gangster like me who's future was only going to get darker...We didn't stand a chance..."]] As Sett explained more all Haruhi could do was sit and listen, he understood but fuck…he was wrong. He didn’t even try to give him a choice. Sett…he just assumed…he didn’t even check to see if his life got worse…he didn’t even say goodbye….he didn’t even love him to say just that. This explanation…it fucking hurt. It felt like such a lie…it burned Haruhi’s soul with a pain much deeper than the alcohol he drank to escape the life he was trapped in… Haruhi could only sit there. NUMB. His body burning inside from rage and alcohol as he stared at the glass. Stared at the blood that coated the desk and his hand that seemed so pale compared to all of the times he had seen it on his body. Sitting there it felt like the whole world was moving in slow motion the only break from this surreal moment was Setts voice as he came back items in hand his words gentle as he spoke. Had he always been so gentle. God it was hard to remember so much was like sand shifting and fuzzy. Sometimes so sharp and focused and at other times a fragment of his life. Haruhi was struggling to figure out…to remember if Sett had always been like this with him. Looking up slowly as Setts works sank in Haruhi met the man’s eyes for the first time in what felt like hours in this room not even noticing the hot tears that slipped down his cheeks. [[" It was never my intention to abandon you...I climbed the ranks and kept tabs on you...making sure you stayed out of trouble...until recently..." He shook his head. "You have no idea how hard it tried to keep you out of this world...out of my life..."]] Fuck. He couldn’t break like this he couldn’t. Haruhi refused to do this…he refused to feel such pain again. He had sworn off of everything but work…. Such a simple…kind touch. God was he starved for such gentle things. Haruhis skin only burned from Setts touch the lingering feeling of his touch screaming out in agony as Sett pulled away. Fuck…it hurt worse than before… [[" Take it from here doc...I can't do shit like this." ]] Haruhi looked down at the needle and the thread awaiting him. Then towards, the blood, and the task waiting at hand. Haruhi slowly pulled himself out of it as he started to work like he was trained the needle pushing in without so much of a whimper with tight stitches. Five stitches in Haruhi finally spoke. “I’m surprised a…mafia man can’t do some basic stitches. Don’t tell me this is what makes you queasy.” Haruhi replied his voice a tad softer as he looked at Sett his eyes scanning for only a moment for the man he had once known so deeply. When he looked at Sett this man before him was so achingly familiar, just a simple touch had brought back memories of the man he once was dreaming of planning a future with, a future away from his parents…in his mind with Sett a happy future. Looking into Setts eyes again he yearned to see that man again, but….Haruhi couldn’t look away so easily as before. When he looked down he had seen the man he fell in love with was a total stranger. Looking down now well it was only because Haruhi was not wanting Sett to see the pain in his eyes….this wasn’t the man he knew…or maybe he really was forgetting Who Sett was. “Blood well….normally it makes people sick. I never really felt bothered by it, my parents called it a rare medical gift. Even…when I got hurt back then…when I covered myself in more of my blood…or when it was my parents…” Haruhi stated his voice trailing off at the sharp memories that came to mind. ”…it didn’t bother me.” Haru whispered as he continued working quietly his hand shaking occasionally from the pain. Eventually the pain from seeing was too great, forcing Haruhi to take a break. Haruhi couldn’t help the groan that escaped his lips, the man only closing his eyes as he worked on his breathing leaning back more in his chair. After a few minutes that felt like hours to Haruhi he looked down at the work before him not wiling to give up half way a true testament to how strong willed and stubborn Haruhi could be at times. “Pain…through…that’s different.” Haruhi stated so sharply as he looking at Sett before finishing the last few stitches. With his cut hand finished his hands shook terribly. The pain was making Haruhi’s head spin, causing him to instinctively rested his head on the desk to keep from vomiting. Fuck. He had been to drunk to administer any pain relief for this so he was in agony. Not only that he had been to open to…raw with Sett…he was suppose to be angry at him…throw him out. So why was he still here. ”….Dont…leave.” Haruhi asked his voice so soft, almost begging in pure desire and agony for Sett to stay…to keep him company. ”You…need to…Why, Why are you here….in this den of fucking perverts and….lust. Shouldn’t you be…out selling drugs…or I dunno stabbing people?” Haruhi asked way too boldly to Sett, god he wasn’t never so direct before. It was completely different from how Haruhi normally talked. Yet despite the bold sudden question there was no mistaking that Haruhi’s voice was still shaking from pain, and still drunk…his words slurred worst due to the slight blood loss from his hand and the heavy alcohol. Haruhi wouldn’t realize it, his only desire in this moment was to keep Sett here. God. Why…though…why was he wanting him here. Fuck. He shouldn’t want Sett here at all he was angry and hurt. Yet… all Haruhi wanted so deeply in this moment was to beg for Sett to touch him like before. Like how he did earlier. Fuck. He really was a touched starved bitch. Maybe Mishka was right, he should have gone to a hotel with a client, just to get it out of his system. -
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Okane mo Ai mo Mitsugasete? ~ No.1 Host no Kaikan Lesson お金も愛も貢がせて?~No.1ホストの� ��感レッスン Cast: (Jun) Masuda Toshiki x Toki Shunichi (Ayumu) Publisher: Brilliant Prin Thanks -
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Yukie chuckled a little the laugh awkward but full of happiness as he smiled at Julius while wiping his eyes. “You truly do know how to make me feel better.” Yukie admitted with a small sniffle as he kissed Julius’s cheek so grateful for his loving mate. ”When I come back. I’ll take you on a date. I’ll take you somewhere breathtaking each time just the two of us. I’ll even try cooking special for yo Yukie offered as he relaxed fully, his body loosening as he cuddled Julius enjoying the closeness. “I really can’t wait to see the school, I want to see it in all of its glory, I want to see you in all of your glory.” Yukie admitted as he kissed Julius’s fingertips so smitten with his mate he couldn’t feel the time pass that was only rudely interrupted by his growling stomach and his phone going off over and over again. ”mmmh damn thing. Maybe I should toss it for the next little bit?” Yukie asked playfully as he reached out of their nest and to the phone his body slightly squishing Julius as he sank back to his mates side once obtaining the noisy device. Relaxing back Yukie looked through his work phone the hundreds of messages sorted by color and then in folder with the red folder emptying each one sorted by sender and flagged words of important. Looking at the system it was rather impressive in skill and efficiency, the program being what could only be considered Yukie’s handiwork and programming skills. “Mmmh so needy and loud….only my mate is allowed that kind of attention for now~.” Yukie mumbled with a small growl as he pulled Julius a little closer to his side and tossed the phone out having silenced it for the evening. Lavishing Julius in many adoring kisses Yukie took in his mates scent and soft skin knowing he would miss such things when away. ————— Haruhi only grumbled an okay and laid in bed waiting for the fog to lift. Ten minutes later he had finally realized what Yumro had been talking about while he was still groggy. Glaring into his pillow he huffed and gotten himself up and to the shower. His effort resulted in him just laying on the floor the hot water pooling around him as he soaked in some pain relief. He was sore, so incredibly sore and tired…but, he was to damn prideful to have Yumro running back just to rub cream on his back and bathing him. His mate was a strong ass wolf it seemed so beneath Yumro. Haruhi refused to let his mate see him as weak outside of their nightly fun where he didn’t mind being the weak one. Haruhi though could tend his own wounds and stand by Yumros side after such a long night. To do differently would really prove he wasn’t fit to be his mate that he wasn’t strong enough. He wanted to be worthy of Yumro to be strong by his side. The damn man was stubborn. “Fuck…this.” Haruhi mumbled with an huff full of rage as he dried off and made his way out of the bathroom grabbing a t shirt and some shorts before opening the door and looking at Yumro a fierce deep stubborn fire burning in his eyes. ”I will be fine. I don’t need more rest, Shan and I will have just as much fun on our own!” Haruhi added as he leaned on the doorframe his hand shaking a little before he made his way to the table. Haruhi only huffing once seated, his act a slight challenge in the fact that he couldn’t handled all their fun from last night. “Oooooh mom’s spicy this morning. What did you do~” Haru asked teasingly at Yumro as he appeared in the doorway the boy covered in dirt from his early morning expedition. Walking inside he looked at Haruhi before turning to Yumro looking for a slight connection on what happened as he raised a confused brow. Haruhi only completely ignoring his sons dirt covered clothes and dirt smudged face. “Oh…it must have been bad, bad if I’m not getting scolded for sneaking off and being so dirty.” Haru added with a gleeful whisper seeing the clear ignoring. Haru smirked as he rarely got to see Haruhi so fired up. Moving to the table he sat down across from Haruhi, smirking as he set down his basket bag, the bag moving and squirming slightly as it was filled with many of the strange things he collected while running about. ”Aren’t you even curious~ I mean…” Haru asked Haruhi gesturing to the muddy bag full of mystery that sat in front of Haruhi. Haru was at this point defiantly trying to push his mother’s buttons. Haru was full of energy as he sat in the chair fidgeting while watching Haruhi who only glared at Harus antics making him even more eager to button push. “Ooooooooh~ I love when he’s this fucking stubborn.” Haru exclaimed letting a swear slip out as he looked at Yumro with a big smile way too excited to see Haruhi pissed and stubborn but well, Haru had a good reason to be. “You should know Dad that when mom is this stubborn and angry….well with Yukie he acted just like this” Haru gestured to Haruhis fave the older centaur only letting out a deep controlled sigh. “They were only focused on whatever little fight they had at the time, but mom keeps his anger all day. I got to do whatever I wanted once he got like this….its how I learned some more useful demon spells, and how much icecream I could eat before barfing.” Haru explained giddily and full of energy as he grabbed his bag he went over to the sink dumping the muddy mess into it, live crabs and other seafood, creatures, and pretty shells that he had collected early in the morning on the beach. He was also rather oblivious to how he was filling the sink with a good amount of mud. “Ooooooh pancakes!” Haru explained with a giggle as he watched the pancakes for a moment. Haruhi just sat looking at Haru, then to the mud… then back at Haru who seemed almost impossible to deal with in the moment as he just pinched the bridge of his nose not even addressing anything vocally with a deep deep sigh. Haru looking over from the pancakes only took this as a win that Haruhi would stay mad at Yumro just like he would with Yukie. Grabbing the bag from the floor Haru gave the creatures one last goodbye look before he smiled to himself, proud of his findings before running off to go pack his bag for his trip out with Yumro completely oblivious to the chaos he was dragging in first thing in the morning due to his excitement on going out with Yumro to learn things the boy always desiring and wanting to soak up so much knowledge. Haru was so intelligent and gifted that at times when he was so dense, it was a wonder how he never really noticed the chaos he could bring to the world with his oblivious nature. ”….God I love him….I really do….but I really hope he gets some real life lessons with you and Yukie give him some common sense.” Haruhi grumbled with a deep tiered sigh one that sank straight into one’s bones. This sigh was one that could only be a reminding to himself that Haru was something to endure with a deep love when it came to his more…abrasive antics. It was a love that came with a long earned patience and adoration for his son. Looking over at Yumro Haruhi rested his head on his hands for a moment his eyes still smoldering in their stubborn fire, but now were calmer looking at his mate as Haruhi sighed. “I’m stubborn. Though not so much so I can’t ask for coffee….and some ibuprofen.” Haruhi grumbled as he was still not willing to back down on being a stronger mate for Yumro. -
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